Top 50 Songs of 2021

Another year, another list.

I’ve seen a lot of mixed reactions to 2021, music wise which I find interesting. Not that I agree with them precisely, headline wise compared to the last couple of years, 2021 didn’t seem like a truly exciting year all things considered. The ray of hope at the end of 2020 didn’t fully develop and manifest the way we’d all like to happen as we still endured another year of the pandemic and while there were movements which I’ll get to, it didn’t seem like people were really listening or paying attention to music that often. Hell, just look at the fact that the biggest song globally this year (at least according to Billboard), only went to number one in two countries. Pop Culture did feel quiet on the surface.

But time and art are never static: there were still big notable movements in music this year. We saw new singers and bands burst on to the scene like Måneskin, The Kid LAROI, PinkPantheress, Turnstile, Giveon, Black Country New Road and Magdalena Bay. Acts like Dua Lipa, Doja Cat, BTS, Lil Durk, SZA, and Lil Nas X prove they weren’t fluke artists and gain even more success this year. Singers like Porter Robinson and Bo Burnham reinvent themselves, or acts like black midi, Injury Reserve, Little Simz, Lingua Ignota, and SPELLLING find even more critical acclaim. Adele, Drake, and Bruno Mars all came back this year. Taylor Swift started her re-release of her first 6 albums with her Taylor Versions. And most newsworthy of all, we saw Olivia Rodrigo break into public consciousness as the potentially the first new superstar of the 2020s, breaking Spotify streaming records MORE THAN ONCE this year.


And it’s a shame not many people were paying more attention to music. I would argue that while the year has been a tad quiet or even underwhelming when it came to album releases, when it comes to the actual music, this year was top notch, especially when it came to singles. Despite the fact this list was actually easier to rank compared to last year, I actually had to bump my honorable mentions this year from 75 to 90, just because there were so many songs I wanted to talk about and give time to shine.

And one last thing I’d like to say before I start revealing what I think were the best songs of this year were is that if you do end up disagreeing with me in regards to placements or overall thoughts, don’t take that as a slight against you. As much as I joke about it online, I don’t actually want to put out that I’m serious when I say “I’m right when it comes to music”, I don’t want to be too condescending. I more than understand what it feels like to have something I like not be appreciated or talked about in a positive light (hence why I only do worst lists for hit songs; I don’t think it’s really worth expending much thought on garbage music). I think it’s much more better to look at the positive side of things. I just want to share some fantastic music I heard this year but if I can change your mind and show you this year wasn’t all that bad, that there is stuff to be happy about, I feel like I’ve more than done my job.

But before we start the list: I’d like to show a couple honorable mentions. I actually have a total of 40 this year. It was the most I could whittle it down to, there really was a lot of music I wanted to highlight this year. Here are the first 20 honorable mentions.

Favor by Julien Baker

Julien has really been overlooked this year and I don’t not understand why that is.

Jackie by Yves Tumor

Yves Tumor really has a habit of making songs that take a long time to grow on me

HEAVY METAL by Paris Texas

Imagine a mix of BROCKHAMPTON’S witty wordplay and Injury Reserve’s habit for chopped up guitars and you’ll have one of the more interesting debut acts this year.

eyelids by Paris Jackson feat. Andy Hull

Okay so who really expected the daughter of Michael Jackson would end up making quiet, minimalist indie pop with the lead singer of Manchester Orchestra and that it’d be great?

Working for the Knife by Mitski

All of Mitski’s songs this year have been excellent and I’m more than loving the return to her lofi indie rock roots. That said, I think the power of her singles will work more when Laurel Hell comes out

Miss the Rage by Trippie Redd feat. Playboi Carti

Okay so I finally found myself liking Trippie Redd for the first time this year

Blouse by Clairo

I’ll discuss more about her in my next list but if there was any way Clairo had in proving she’s more than just a cutesy bedroom pop artist.

You Give Death a Bad Name by Sufjan Stevens and Angelo de Augustine

Okay, I now want Sufjan to write more songs inspired by horror movies. I’m curious to see what he’d do after watching Scream or RAW.

Fault by Desperate Journalist

In a year full of acclaimed and experimental post-punk, it’s nice to know that going back to the basics can also be just as rewarding.

Renegade by Big Red Machine feat. Taylor Swift

Is it evermore-lite? Sure but as the best thing Big Red Machine did this year (an act that should’ve been way more interesting than they wound up being) I’ll take a leftover from the recording sessions, especially when the folk is still this sharp.

Footloose Cannonball Brothers by Origami Angel

“If the shoe fits, no one’s gonna blame you if you use it. But everybody knows it’s not a secret, you’re acting like you’re sponsored by Adidas” Without a doubt one of the best lyrics of the year

Jupiter by Jenny Hval 

The second longest song on this list, and like a certain song we will eventually get to, its nearly 8 minute runtime breezes by fast that you won’t even notice.

Shelter Song by Iceage

Speak with the Dead by Foxing

Posing in Bondage by Japanese Breakfast

The Slow Parts on Death Metal Albums by The Mountain Goats

BABY TEETH by Alice Glass

A Song About Fishing by Genesis Owusu

Perpetual by DV-i

Yoga by bbno$ feat. Rebecca Black

And now onto the list proper!

50. I Said Yes by City Light Mosaic feat. Andrew-Andrew! and Murrumur

We’re starting off with a song that I know a number of people have difficulty getting into. Not surprising, noisy industrial isn’t really an accessible genre but as someone who does enjoy industrial quite a bit, there’s more to this song than just harsh noise and distortion. The darkwave synths, the slow build of the song that shows genuine hatred and venom, the progression and instrumental changes adding more elements of techno and drum and bass, including a guitar solo. Again, I understand it’s not for everyone but for angry, spiteful, industrial, there wasn’t a better single than this in 2021.

49. Who Want Smoke?? by Nardo Wick feat. Lil Durk, 21 Savage and G Herbo

This crept up on me but man was this a fantastic surprise. Dark, grimy as hell, trap with a really good and most of all, credible dangerous edge. Almost everyone brings their A-game here with both cold bars – Durk and Herbo have the best verses in my opinion, but the song still has a sense of humor so it isn’t overly serious. I mean I’m not gonna act like I didn’t laugh at “I think my Draco might be gay (why?) ‘Cause he blowin’ n****” or how Wick and 21 used knocking sounds in their verses. I don’t think Nardo Wick will be able to capture lightning in a bottle like this again but for the moment it was, what a knockdown.

48. Black Rum by Cake Pop, Dylan Brady, Ravenna Golden and Lewis Grant

You can throw a lot of shade of hyperpop all you want but one thing you can’t diss these acts about is that they have a magic touch when it comes to making an earworm. And no matter how intentionally obnoxious it all is, this was one of my most replayed tracks of the year. And with how stick synth, central hook, and the autotuned vocals all are, when it’s this much fun, sometimes a good dose of annoying energy is needed.

47. Scavengers by Thrice

This was the first real song I’d ever heard from Thrice and talk about a great first impression. Dustin Kensrue’s tired but not oversold vocals, the gothic and fantastical worldbuilding of the lyrics that much like Iceage’s Shelter Song is all about finding solace and comfort in a dark, desolate world. Although ironically despite the more otherworldly vibe, it’s a lot more cold and unsure, almost as if even the narrator is unsure if having someone hold their hand as they face the darkness of the world will provide much comfort. It’s an amazing intro and lead-off single and as someone who’s late to the party when it comes to this band, can’t be more glad to be finally along for the journey.

46. Best Friend by Saweetie feat. Doja Cat

I said before that this year is mostly driven by what songs I’ve come back to and replayed more than “objective quality”. So while I’ve tried to strike more of a balance this year, with songs as simple, catchy, and quotable as this, all I really need to say is that it bangs. Oh and the music video’s awesome: we all need a best friend that’ll let you stand on their ass while buy handbags.

45. New Shapes by Charli XCX feat. Christine & the Queens and Caroline Polachek

Gonna be honest, surprised this shrunk on me since I first heard. It’s still phenomenal but it isn’t really up to par with the more tightly written and progressive songs of either three women. Still a fun 80s throwback with a great groove, catchy singing. It also ended up as my favorite collab between Charli and Caroline, with the latter providing my favorite part with that beautiful bridge. CRASH is looking to be one of the most hyped albums of 2022 and I hope that this is a good sign the hype will be worth it.

44. Exposure by Shelley

So I was not on board with Bruno Mars and Anderson .Paak’s mostly because while I think it’s a competent throwback, like past Bruno Mars works, it never really rises above a good imitation of that classic soul sound. But if you want an artist I think actually does this throwback style much better and more convincingly, I put you to Shelley formerly known to us as D.R.A.M. (Yes, Broccoli D.R.A.M.). Shelley’s always been a charismatic performer with great voice and for his rebrand, he’s upped the buttery smoothness of his persona and it’s more than sexy. And what I particularly love is that it’s not simply loving over someone, it’s mutual bond and connection he wants. Simple but when it’s as earnest, sweet, and charming as this, it’s really works. I really hope Shelley gets more love and attention in the future and with R&B making a comeback, both with contemporary and an old-school sound, he’d fit right in. He’s just too good to be ignored.

43. Wilder Days by Morgan Wade

Country has had an up & down year compared to 2020 – especially in the mainstream but there were still good country acts delivering good country music if there was a breakout act this year, it was Morgan Wade. She just has a great subtle raspy twang and the simply lyrics capturing the bittersweetness in getting to know a person and longing for who they used to be: more young, full of vibrant life, maybe the love would be happier…but she also just wants someone to hold her right now and sometimes, they’ll do. It’s complicated, patchwork, and rough – maybe even unfair in an immature point of view, but Morgan makes it work and if there’s some slim justice in the country industry, it’s that she gets more attention commercially and critically.

42. Lagoon by Horsey

This is without a doubt one of the happiest and upbeat songs of drug addiction I’ve ever heard since Third Eye Blind’s Semi-Charmed Life. And like that song, the power of this comes from how jaunty and some of the prog mixed with art punk experimentation. Theo McCabe’s smooth almost lounge singing crooning that can still handle some of the howling, the piano composition, there’s even 80s ballad interlude transitioning to a pretty cool guitar note, and yet there is still an appropriate amount of darkness given the subject matter. And while some people might think it’s disrespectful to take this approach to something as morbid as drug dependency, there’s a lingering sense that this comes from a real place and it’s not simply taking the piss out of an awful scenario. Either way, it’s a lot of fun, highly recommend it.

41. Buckingham by WEDNESDAY CAMPANELLA

It’s odd that a song that’s just naming various places (based on the translations) can be this much of a jam and this much of an earworm but here we are. I’ll be honest I’m still not familiar with much of WEDNESDAY CAMPANELLA but this more than makes me want to check more of her out. The naming of locations might just come across as a gimmick or non-sense word salad. It reminds me a lot of chelmico’s work last year, but whereas there the travelling was more driven by anxiety, this is surges more on a sense of wonder and adventure for love. And couple that with one of the best electronic drops this year. It’s just a really fun electropop song, bouncy and vibrant and really does make me miss the beauty of the outside world.

40. Need to Know by Doja Cat

The best of Doja’s hit songs and I won’t hear any debate. Finally her label allows to show her unique personality that’s slowly being sanded ever since her breakthrough Hot Pink, she’s allowed to be more than just another female rapper who can also sing. She showcases that same raunchy and funny energy that made me fall in love with her in the first place and with tighter production, some of the best on Planet Her, but also shows how far her singing has come – her hook game has gotten stronger. It’s a best of both worlds and with how many TikTok hits spawned from Planet Her, I hope it’s a sign to her label that they should just get out of the way and let Miss Amala do what she does best.

39. ANTONYMPH by Vylet Pony

Among the many surprises I had this year, a song making my top 50 about brony and internet meme culture played mostly serious, legitimately being one of the best pop songs of the year is not what I would’ve expected. And yet I think it goes beyond the cheap charm of a novelty song because there is a sincere emotional core to finding acceptance in the niche things you like and that shouldn’t be something to be ashamed about. It’s all part of life and identity, why degrade it when we could celebrate it. It reminds me a lot of Bo Burnham’s work actually: finding a true emotional center of introversion to resonate beyond the internet and all the memes. Cynical nihilism and doomerism is overrated so why be ashamed of liking quirky internet shit? It’s not worth shrinking your happiness just to admit you like something less cool.

38. Thot Shit by Megan Thee Stallion

At this point, I feel like the whole “Megan just raps about money, sex, and being a bad bitch” feels. Sure it’s like that on the surface but as big movie and TV blockbusters have shown, there’s still an art to making commercial, mainstream art and just on a technical level, Megan walks over most rappers in the mainstream before and after. The construction of her punchlines, the ability to switch flows effortlessly, balancing comedy and confidence, having buckets of charisma. And couple the song with the best music video of the year, I mean fuck, what else do I say besides it being good shit?

37. Headspace by Charli Adams feat. Ruston Kelly

Very few songs were as relatable for me personally for this song. A tragic duet where both Charli Adams and Ruston Kelly play desperate people, clinging onto each other for the attempt, in the mindsight they could change and “save” their partner, they’re the ones to escape the world together, even if it’s just for the night…only for both of them to realize it was for naught as addiction, depression, and their own insecurities only end up in both of them spirling down and stewing even more. They weren’t the exception or the one to break the spell and they both have to live with that. It’s a rather brutal song, one of a gut punch that still stings but one that wouldn’t have worked if they pulled

36. HULA HOOP by LOONA

It’s been a rough year of k-pop girl groups not gonna lie, with many bands in legal limbo or disbanding with the end of their contracts. But with a lot of new girl groups debuting, forming, or set to debut in 2022, LOONA perhaps ending their career on one of their best ever songs was a great note to end on. And it’s not a particularly complex song either: but one that highlights why they were one of my favorite girl groups. Fun vibrant and poppy harmonies, a great disco groove and beat, and one hell of an infectious hook, one of the best in k-pop this year. It’s pure sugary bubblegum but in the best way possible and whether or not LOONA survives in the years to come or this really is this end, couldn’t ask for a better song to end this chapter of LOONA on.

35. Male Fantasy by Billie Eilish

It’ll be interesting to see the public reception of Billie Eilish. Beyond the underperformance of her sophomore, I’m more interested in how the public views her and whether she’ll be pigeon holed into the image of an “edgy act” or whether they do acknowledge her strengths as a performer and writer. And interestingly, it’s an interest she also has as it’s the main theme of Happier Than Ever. 

Fitting then that an album about expectations towards women also ends with one about porn actresses and about porn itself. A lesser talent might make this cringey and simply an anti-porn sentiment but what I love is how it centers about the conceit of a male fantasy that even then won’t end up being satisfying, and it’s ultimately one she wants to escape turning into, especially as she’s still struggling over her own expectations of others that are just as unrealistic. It’s a great track that shows Billie being one of the smartest songwriters in the mainstream right now and hopefully despite the underperformance of her recent material, she isn’t done in the mainstream just yet.

34. Track X by Black Country, New Road

Black Country New Road has been the breakout act this year. Both everything related to their debut and the teaser tracks to their sophomore dropping in 2022 have been great. And while Chaos Space Marine is a great fun track, I went with my favorite track from their debut. It’s a simple, understated, quiet love songs filled with all little details from attending and professing your love at a black midi concert of all things, to suicidal tendencies saved by your friends. And yet what I love is that the details are never done point of overselling either; it’s all kept small and personal. Combine it with the subtle instrumental touches – from the bits of horns and strings to the beautiful cooing on the hook and how there’s no great big crescendo, it truly does capture honest, simple, domestic love in the best way. I really can’t wait for their sophomore in 2022.

33. Boys at School by SPELLLING

There’s very few non-metal songs this year I’d call epic but this without a doubt is one of those songs. At 7:27, it’s a bombastic, even melodramatic tale cataloging her adolescent time in school and the slow changes her body is experiencing as she grows to be a woman. Like with Foxing, it’s all in the slow burn and the build-up to the crescendo and along the way Chrystia “Tia” Cabral’s thin nasal but ethereal voice remains captivating throughout and shows why she’s worthy of the Kate Bush comparisons. Meanwhile the progression of synths and piano, the way the drums come in, and that peak with one of the best guitar solos this year, there’s few better ways to describe beyond magical or mystical. It’s alien and strange but still speaks to an intimate truth. And now with her critical breakthrough and all eyes on her, we have to wonder if she’ll able to leave a legacy similar to Kate Bush.

32. Hot N Heavy by Jessie Ware

There’s very few songs in R&B or pop this year I can comfortably were as sexy as this one. And I don’t mean purely in a sensual cooing way either, I mean an adult, mature eroticism way that’s alluring, captivating., and most of all: fun! It’s not something that comes easy for most and yet for Jessie to make it sound so easy is a testament to how far she’s grown as a performer. Couple that with a great disco beat and one of her best hooks of her career, it’s nice to see Jessie showing What’s Your Pleasure wasn’t a fluke.

31. Woodstock by Chelsea Wolfe

Chelsea Wolfe definitely had a busy year. Outside of collabing with Converge for a great gothic metal album, she also released her own solo material and out of all the song she put out this year, this was my favorite. A beautiful gothic ballad where Chelsea Wolfe sounds beautiful in a phantom kind of way way. Ghostly but still captivating and alluring. so much so that you won’t even realize the lyrics about fame and while the idea of fame being this dark evil thing, has been a played out concept for years, Chelsea finds a way to make it sound unique. The line “we are stardust” never felt so foreboding but also still tempting, it rings as a bit of a Lana Del Rey song, only it’s better than anything Lana released this year! It’s simple and beautiful and I’m excited for whatever Chelsea has in store next.

30. John L by black midi

So much of the discourse surrounding Don’t Look Up has been interesting. I haven’t seen it in full but a common complaint is the unsubtlety of the movie which got me thinking: can political allegories and satire still be strong even if the figures of speech aren’t precisely subtle. The answer is of course; there’s been plenty of direct political satire made in decades prior and now that are just as powerful even if you know the background and obvious parallels (hell, I just finished reading Animal Farm a few weeks ago.)

In my opinion, whether art is clever or subtle commentary is is only as important as the presentation which I why black midi’s lead single caught me off guard. In summary: in chronicles the rise of John L (pronounced John 50), rallying a crowd behind his ideas, making them angry and restless, and indoctrinating them to his ideology: nationalism. The crowd can only take so much as violence ensues, resulting in the death of John L but his ideology will persist in those who survive, perhaps creating a new John L in the future. Again, you don’t have to reach that far to see the band is talking about but again, like a lot of good political allegories, even if you decipher the lyrics, the presentation is still powerful enough to make it art to come back to. From the stuttering up string, chopped up guitars, Geordie Greep’s vocals, the drumming, it’s all chaotic to serve the narrative and to evoke the atmosphere of being in the midst of a cult leader, but with enough distance to recognize that the emperor has no clothes. It’s bold and creative, and a great foot forward for what we can expect from black midi beyond experimental art rock compositions.

29. Moth to a Flame by Swedish House Mafia and The Weeknd

The re-examination of Swedish House Mafia – as well as the entire 2010s EDM scene – has been interesting to see. Time will truly tell how Avicii, Zedd, and the whole EDM house scene will be viewed but for now, it seems SHM are being viewed as the good ones, with the three songs they put out this year showing how much they’ve evolved from their bombastic festival days yet they still remain top notch when it comes to crafting a good pop song with a good hook; especially with the more gothic bells and chimes. And it’s also one of The Weeknd’s best ever electronic collaborations. Outside of his work with Daft Punk and Oneohtrix Point Never, most of his collabs with producers have been pretty stale pop but here, they still allow Abel to show his personality. It’s the best of both worlds and when I first heard this song, I was blown away by how well both worked together. It’ll be interesting to see what other experiments Swedish House Mafia have prepared for 2022 but after hearing this, I think we’re all glad the boys are back.

28. Cold Heart (PNAU Remix) by Elton John and Dua Lipa

I’m honestly a bit surprised how high this ended and I think a bit of you will be surprised this is even on the list. I’ve seen the backlash and indifference to this and how it’s not one of Dua’s better hits. Well I’m more than ready to disagree. I can’t help it, this is one of my favorite hits of the year. In the end I was won over the great groove, the great chemistry Dua has over the sampled vocals of Elton John, and most importantly the way PNAU was able to make sampling various Elton John songs feel cohesive and unique, including using the honestly rather saccharine and dated Sacrifice into something with body, something worth replaying. It’s one of the best hits of the year, the best electronic hit of the year, and a comeback in the mainstream for Elton John, all wrapped up in one great package. And besides: a song that reminds us how amazing the original Rocketman is can’t be all that bad.

27. Harshest Critic by Allison Ponthier

Okay so I don’t want to get too personal with these lists but out of all the songs here, this is the one I relate to the most but I think most of us can relate to crushing and potentially self-destructive doubt and insecurity. It’s the little things that only we’ll notice and that will eat at us while we sleep…that most people whether it be the audience at a show or just even just your friends, they won’t care about, won’t notice, or most likely unaware. It’s simple but powerful writing nonetheless from one of my favorite singer-songwriter acts from 2021…and one that’ll probably be powerful a few years, months, days, hell right now. Anxiety is a bitch, ain’t it?

26. Day After Tomorrow by Phoebe Bridgers

Phoebe Bridgers is lowkey becoming one of the best cover artists currently around. Her cover of the Goo Goo Dolls’ Iris was both great and for a great cause, her cover of Merle Haggard’s If We Make It Through December is stunning and would’ve been an honorable mention if I didn’t have a one-song-per-artist rule. Her cover of Nothing Else Matters is one of the best from that Blacklist album, and for a while, I was thinking about putting her cover of Bo Burnham’s That Funny Feeling.

But in the end, I went with her cover of a Tom Waits deepcut. Now covering Tom Waits is already tough as is, given his legacy. And the original isn’t an easy song to talk about. The song is about a soldier going to war with the belief he’ll return a hero…only to be faced with the reality, pointlessness, and cruelty of war. It is a hopeless scenario, one where he can only cling onto his memories of home as a source of comfort with the idea he’ll come home even alive now feeling like a fantasy…until the end where against all odds, he makes it home. And while the original is good and Tom Waits’ delivery certainly fits the character of the song, crucify me for saying this but I think Phoebe actually tops the original. Not just with a more soothing delivery that’s just as emotive in capturing the tragedy and hope of it all, but in the instrumental additions. Normally, adding more to a bare acoustic song would miss the point, make it too bombastic. But here the strings and guitar still fit the melancholy vibe while adding more melody to make it more palatable to return to and the short interlude of Silent Night evoke more emotions of homeliness. It’s a devastating song that rips your heart out to put it back in and it was somehow made better. What more can you ask from a cover?

25. Welcome to the Internet by Bo Burnham

Todd in the Shadows talked about this before but comedy music is without a doubt one of the hardest genres to do. Balancing songs that are musically competent, creative, and fresh, while also writing jokes that still need to be funny after multiple listens. It’s a tricky tightrope that only few can really master, let alone get acclaim for.

So it’s good to know that Bo Burnham isn’t just one of the few making good comedic music, that he isn’t just one of the few who’ve broken into the mainstream – especially after the release of his film Inside, but also that he hasn’t missed a step in being funny ever since his retirement from stand-up a few years ago. He’s always been a great talent when it comes to jokes but I think what’s underrated is his talents as a composer. So outside of the word salad about the insanity of the internet is a solid melodic tune even with all the admittedly corny sound effects. But the part of the song in my opinion is the bridge with a talk about the history of the Internet with a call to stick together…all to be bookended the maniacal laughter at the end before the final chorus. A wonderfully dark way to end the song. It’s a hell of an earworm, fun to sing-along to and memorize, and yeah, is still pretty funny even after multiple listens.

24. Keel Timing by Manchester Orchestra

Andy Hull has been one of my favorite discoveries this year. I’ve already talked about how I loved his work with Paris Jackson but without spoiling too much for my other list (wink wink), his work with Manchester Orchestra has also been stellar. And what’s great is that they’re pretty accessible as far as alt rock bands go. The hard rock strumming and drumming, Andy Hull being charismatic both with softer singing on the verses but still being capable of belting on the chorus, all around one of the best hooks on the album, and all centered around finding love from your loved ones and to cherish that love in the face of sudden death in the family. Manchester Orchestra’s got a ton of exposure this year and I can only hope they and Andy Hull get more love from alt rock fans and rock press going forward.

23. Chaeri by Magdalena Bay

Oh boy well I think most of y’all expected something from Magdalena Bay to show up sooner or later, and I bet some MagBay stans are mad this isn’t higher! Well, it’s all my opinion but that shouldn’t detract from the quality they’ve been putting out this year. It was neck-in-neck between this or Secrets as the rep but while I love the g-funk synthpop of the latter, the slow building climax of Chaeri can’t be ignored. Most of the music community on the Internet has already raved about ALL of the singles from Magdalena Bay this year so I won’t add much beyond the futuristic pop sound they’ve crafted has been fascinating. Given the album it comes from, it really does feel like music from a different world yet there’s still a familiarity to it. Not necessarily obtuse or complex but still new. The following the group as accumulated in a short amount of time has been interesting to see as well and I think all eyes are on what they have next.

22. brutal by Olivia Rodrigo

This is the song that I think proved to everyone, even to Olivia doubters and haters, that she wasn’t just another cookie cutter pop star. A fantastic way to open the album and a hell of an artistic statement, it’s juvenile, immature, bratty even annoying and whiney in its angst, but all underpinned under real relatable teenage anxiety. Forget what parents or other adults might say, the reality IS that your best sometimes not be good enough or that you’re even rewarded for doing so. And the world is messy, fucked up, full of expectations only to be gaslit when you don’t meet them, your own personal anxieties, and that’s before knowing WE STILL HAVE TO GROW UP TO BE AN ADULT! It’s adolescent music in the best way possible and shows Olivia has the potential to be a smart pop act in the 2020s.

21. Right On Time by Brandi Carlile

Even despite being one of the most acclaimed acts in country right now and even being nominated for Album of the Year back in 2018, I still feel like Brand Carlile isn’t appreciated more of. Maybe it’s country music marketing or label or maybe it’s the assumption she makes music that gets acclaimed in circles but isn’t talked about much from the outside but she should be in the conversation a lot more than just “critic bait”. Because beyond thoughtful and mature writing, she’s got a beautiful, powerful theatrical voice capable of matching other singer-songwriter acts like Angel Olsen and Sharon Van Etten. And this year, she showed herself to be capable of moving outside of the country sound and dabbling with piano rock, where she can show even more of her belting in one of the most powerful vocal performances of the year. And despite the volume of her voice and instrumentation, it never detracts from the gut-wrenching emotions she has in the lyrics as she tackles yet another breakup. I have a sneaking suspicion this won’t be the last time I praise Brandi’s music but if she continues making amazing music like this, I can’t complain much.

20. Great Mass of Color by Deafheaven

I think it needs to be said but Deafheaven’s pivot to pure shoegaze was vastly overrated. Sure it’s not reinventing the wheel when it comes to shoegaze nor as interesting as their blackgaze work but it was still solid enough pivot and still retained smart writing. The influence of American Football and Mike Kinsella is pretty obvious (especially in George Clarke’s more clean vocals) but that’s not a bad thing, especially if like American Football, they can capture that moment of transcendent clarity. A calm amongst the storm that’s not a pure or complete cleansing of inner darkness or fear, but just a moment of respite and clear thinking. A moment of going back to the drawing boards and thinking about what needs to be done next, even if it’s not clear yet. But really it’s the final hook that really solidifies this song for me. The death metal shrieks with the guitars with the line ‘You are the sea and nobody owns you’ being echoed. It’s a powerful statement to end on that I think was sorely underappreciated this year and I hope gets more respect in future years.

19. My Head & My Heart by Ava Max

YUP! I really did that.

And no, I’m not being ironic whatsoever when I say Ava Max made one of the best pop songs of the year. And I get the feeling that for a song as simple and straightforward as this, it really is a matter of taste because yes, Ava Max isn’t re-inventing the wheel nor does she still have the charisma or personality to really stack against other pop acts right now. If you don’t really care for this song or don’t think it’s all that special (especially special enough to be above Magdalena Bay, Bo Burnham, Phoebe Bridgers, black midi, and other acts who made “better/more complex music” in 2021. But goddamnit, I don’t care: I love this song so much, there’s a reason this was one of my most played songs of last year. The way she elevates the original All Around the World with a tighter groove, the beat, one of Ava Max’s best ever vocal performances (and videos as well), all centered around her best ever hook. It’s unlikely Ava Max will ever catch lightning in a bottle this simple yet satisfying but again, even when pop is boiled down the basics, even an act like Ava Max can make something truly great.

18. A Bottle of Rum by Xiu Xiu

Take all the context and lyrics of Great Mass of Color but have it be preceded by a whole album of vulnerability and accepting personal weakness. It’s the climax of the the album, one of the most powerful musical statements this year but even taken outside the context of the album, it’s just a phenomenally beautiful dream pop song. Jamie Stewart’s vulnerable singing opposite Liz Harris of Grouper, playing the woman who finally let’s him pick up the pieces of himself for self-compassion and to find love. In a world full of nihilism, pessimism, and despair, being able to find the light and create hope in the darkness – it wasn’t an easy path getting here nor will it be a stable path going forward; there’s still lingering anxiety and worry – but to be able to move forward, it is inspiring. And what’s funny is that this isn’t in my Top 3 of OH NO but we’ll leave that for another list. For now; a beautiful song and from a band mostly known for darkness, that was a pleasant surprise.

17. Ambiguous Norway by Cassandra Jenkins

…Not gonna lie: even until now this is the hardest song to really revisit and the one that touched me the hardest. Cassandra Jenkins’ tribute to the late David Berman with her grief-stricken vocals, the soft instrumental full of harps, snares, it’s always knocked the air out of me every time I’ve listened to it. Especially when you can clearly here her still trying to process events and trying to accept the reality of the situation…even if she doesn’t want to. No amount of description I have will ever do fully capture her grief over the situation, hence why it’s so hard to revisit. But it’s one I’m grateful to have heard and I hope Cassandra as well as David Berman’s family is healing. May David rest in peace and Cassandra’s words ring truer than ever.

You’re gone, you’re everywhere

16. INDUSTRY BABY by Lil Nas X and Jack Harlow

I’ve said it before and I’ll expand on it in another list but Lil Nas X is one of the most forward thinking and creative acts in the mainstream right now. Which might seem like way too much praise to the point of overexaggeration…but it’s probably one Nas has heard himself, one that he expects to here in fact. He’s acutely aware of all his detractors and critics who are ready to decry him a flop, a fad, and an artist who’s nothing but gimmicks of controversy, but only will he prove them wrong and flip expectations on their heads, he’ll have those who support him in populist empowerment. And with the powerful horns, catchy flows and a great hook, the queer spirit, and a fantastic verse from Jack Harlow, both men take what could’ve been another tired, annoying ‘fuck the haters’ song into something actually anthemic and motivational. Having studied queer arts and how most of it revolves around being the outcast of society, it’s great to hear a mainstream song from a queer artist actually bring us to the forefront.

But really when a song has the line: “All these social networks and computers got these pussies walkin’ round like they ain’t losers”. What else do I need to add?

15. CORSO by Tyler, the Creator

And speaking of gay black men feeling and acting powerful, I mean like Ava Max there’s a limit I can say to a song as simple as this and unlike Ava Max, everyone is on board with how great of a rapper Tyler is. His unique voice and buckets of charisma, the amount of quotables in this song, the various flow switches including a mantra to ‘turn the noise up’, even DJ Drama’s adlibs are great (according to Tyler, they were originally meant for A$AP ROCKY but I don’t think ROCKY would’ve been as charming as DJ Drama). Again, what else can I really add? Everyone’s praised Tyler to hell and back, if you aren’t on board yet, what the hell are you waiting for?

Call me if you get lost, bitch!

14. The Beachland Ballroom by IDLES

It takes balls and guts for IDLES to release a song this dark as their lead single, especially after so many anthems of populism but I’m also grateful because it’s one of their most raw and powerful songs ever. It’s a wake-up from a cocaine binge but in all the worst ways. Sweat sliding down your head, teeth grit, fist clenched, on your knees, barely conscious and aware of the self-destruction you’ve put yourself through and will most likely keep going through given addiction, but rather than being voyeuristic in despair it’s visceral and real. Joe Talbot’s howling for the final half of the song being the most evident, just a roar to self-destruct and leave nothing in it’s wake. It’s great to see IDLES shed the image that they’re just a band full of progressive sloganeering and that there’s also a reality behind all the loud anthems they make, a reality that’s darker than some of us realize.

13. 4 Da Gang by 42 Dugg and Roddy Ricch

Cards on the table: best trap hit of the year. And I know it might be “heresy” to rank a song like that so high but I don’t care, there’s just so much I love about this song! 42 Dugg has slowly been growing on me as a rapper; his nasal southern twang (odd since he’s from Detroit) took a while to get used to at first but he’s got enough presence and confidence as a rapper. And I also love his affection for the West Coast sound and bounce while never coming across as a poser or just doing a throwback for nostalgia sakes. And with Roddy Ricch still being one of the more colorful rappers in trap right now, the Scopions sample accenting the beat, and the chemistry both rappers have to play off with each other, again a song I found myself replaying over and over again. Too many people slept on this song and 42 Dugg this year, I think they need to change that.

12. Born Yesterday by Arca feat. Sia

Look, I get given the title given the title and Sia’s involvement it’d be easy to mock and ridicule this song but I hope people don’t ignore this song just because of Sia. They’d be missing out on one of Arca’s best songs yet and one of the powerfully queer musical statements of last year. The way that Arca’s been able to tap into a real LGBT emotional spectrum over the past two years has been fascinating to watch. And while most of it has ranged from smart flips of reggaeton tropes, peaceful ambience, or reckless but proud noise, this is her at her most angry. Still confident but fighting against a system that would dare question her intelligence and integrity as a trans woman and the gall at them for ever thinking they could take that away from her. But while I could praise the unstable groove and the flapping synths that sound like hordes of insects, loathe as I admit it, it’s really Sia who makes the track standout and as powerful as it is. This is without a doubt the best she’s sounded in a decade: not just spewing empty pabulums or corporate slogans of being united, this is her sounding reinvigorated and with purpose. It’s a loud song that shouts I am here and I’m not moving an inch in the face of systemic discrimination that feels real and should be an anthem for LGBT unity in the future. We weren’t born yesterday and we aren’t going anywhere tomorrow. 

11. EAT by Poppy

I would’ve never suspected that a short little EP for WWE’s NXT brand of all things would lead Poppy to making some of the best music of her career and the best metal music she’s ever put out. Stripping away all the irony that’s been curtaining the impact she could do and giving one her best ever vocal performances with howling shrieks and distorted yells into something manic and looks chaotic but like with Arca, it’s not without a point. There’s a great anger in her voice as she lays it all out and yells ‘WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO EAT’, and given the real abuse and trauma she’s escaped, it’s a cathartic yell she more than deserves. It’s Poppy finally evolving into a credible and interesting metal act, perhaps the final stage of her evolution into metal but let’s hope the great music doesn’t end here and that she can expand and explore metalcore even more. I think we should all be grateful we’ve arrived at this destination. 

So plenty of great material I shared and I hope y’all will check out but before I reveal my top 10 songs of 2021, here are the final 20 honorable mentions:

Bouncin by Tinashe

I like the way she bounces.

Like I Used To by Sharon Van Etten and Angel Olsen

One of the most critically acclaimed songs of the year is sadly only an honorable mention for me. Blasphemy to some I imagine, but again, replayability is a big factor for songs ranking high and I didn’t really come back to this song as much as I would’ve wanted. Still I hope this shows that a song this could only being an honorable mention can help show how stacked this year really was in terms of quality.

Delicious Things by Wolf Alice

For a while, I thought The Last Man on Earth was a lock for this list but eventually, the great hook of this won me over and is actually my favorite song from Blue Weekend.

You’re Not One to Cry by Fawning

My favorite shoegaze single of the year, just a quiet but simmering great joint.

Hollywood by Emma Ruth Rundle and Thou

Looking at my notes, I’m surprised how many songs about fame made my list.

Peng Black Girls by ENNY feat. Jorja Smith

Always great to see more female black artists in the scene, also is my favorite Jorja Smith song in a while.

quicksand by Morray

God, Morray is so good.

Perennial Philosophy by Eidola

A late year entry this one and not to get too personal, but if there’s a song this year that really speaks to asking for help, it was this one.

family ties by Baby Keem and Kendrick Lamar

Baby Keem is surprisingly great here…but man, Kendrick is still a GOAT.

mememe by 100 gecs

The gecs’ ability to write a hook is superhuman, I swear to God.

bugAboo by bugAboo

One of the best K-Pop debuts I’ve heard in a while, those horns are just incredible.

Tiny Houses by Sweet Trip

One of the best dreampop songs of the year and also one of the best intros.

Stand for Myself by Yola

Yola’s without a doubt one of the most powerful voices in country right now. Listen to that final hook and tell me you don’t feel like standing up and fighting.

Venus Fly Trap by MARINA

Is it a bit simplistic, liberal, and honestly a bit cringe in its girlboss attitude? Sure. Is it still one of the best pop songs of the year, definitely.

Moonwalk by CupcakKe

“Turn his face to J. Cole, I wanna see no features.” Absolute fire and better than anything on The Off-Season

porcelain slightly by Lil Ugly Mane

This is really weird. I like it.

Thing With Feathers by Every Time I Die feat. Andy Hull

It’s a testament to Every Time I Die’s talent that a midst all the loud political anger and fast, heavy playing on their album, they’re still capable to providing more quiet gut punches.

Measure of a Man by FKA twigs feat. Central Cee

Man even when FKA twigs goes a bit “mainstream”, she’s still great.

DONT SHOOT UP THE PARTY by BROCKHAMPTON

HEY! Just…chill…okay?

Strawberry by Doss

Was really on the cutting edge of making the Top 50 proper; consider this is the honorary #51. A beautiful example of less being more and letting the music speak for itself; it’s a beautiful combo of shoegaze and trip-hop that makes me wish that we got more from Doss this year outside of the four songs

And now that we’ve got that out of the way, let’s finish this!

10. Take My Breath by The Weeknd

If I’m being honest, I’ve never been over the moon with The Weeknd’s retro throwbacks. Don’t get me wrong, they’re fun mostly competent and they’re not just shamelessly nostalgic but I’ve always been more attached to the original brooding darkness that Abel’s been making his bread and butter for the past decade. So when I say this is the best of his 80s throwbacks and the best thing he song The Weeknd did in 2021, I mean that. Obviously the 80s disco beat is great to hear (nice to know the Daft Punk influence hasn’t gone even if they have) and of his mainstream hits, this is probably one of his catchiest hooks ever, it’s so sticky. But what I might love the most are the lyrics. Walking the tight line line of total sadistic submission while still having that nervous fear of ‘oh god, this might actually be the death of me’ in great melodramatic fashion.

9. Yoru Ni Kakeru by YOASOBI

Okay I know I’m cheating a ton by using a song originally released in 2019 but in all fairness, this song didn’t truly grow on me until this year, it was at least released on their debut EP released in January, and I couldn’t go a year without talking about this song, especially since it was one of the songs that defined my year. It’s pretty much common knowledge at this point how the jaunty and upbeat dance melody and vibe can be a bit of a tone clash with the lyrics discussing a love story with a double suicide. But I’d like to add that: 1. all of YOASOBI’s works are based on short stories and I think they do the story justice, and 2. even if that context is a bit jarring, I think that doesn’t take away from the great infectious beat, melody, and hook. And paradoxically, you could argue that it being so catchy is in line with the temptation…but look, everyone who loves this song isn’t in it for the lyrics. It can join the pantheon of great upbeat sounding songs with depressing lyrics. It hasn’t stopped anyone from listening to say 99 Luftballoons or Every Breath You Take, and it shouldn’t stop it now. There’s a reason YOASOBI’s one of the biggest acts in Japanese music right now: they make great pop music that’s catchy on the surface and can draw you in with great fantastical storytelling if you take the time to dig deeper.

8. Good Girls (Don’t Get Used) by Beach Girls

And speaking of great pop music with a subtle edge one of Beach Bunny’s best ever songs – perhaps their best ever? –  and a great reason why they’re one of my favorite pop rock bands right now. A great brash and proud assertion from Lili Trifilio to prod the guy to stop messing around and be up front, stop playing games but also a reminder that she’s not one to be played with. For me, the line that’s always resonated with was this: you’re not a ghost, I’m not afraid of you. Simple, a bit basic, and with a sly use of current gen z lingo but as she asks in the song entails, straightforward and direct. She’s been clear about who she is, why can’t the guy? Couple that with familiar but effective pop rock instrumentals, I feel that Beach Bunny’s breakthrough should be coming any time soon. They’re adolescent twee Gen Z in the best way.

7. bang! by Haru Nemuri

But if you want a song that’s a bit more dense, full of political anxiety and stress from information about global news we’re all too aware of at the moment, and yet despite all that will still sing for life just to embrace it, yeah you’ve got one of Haru Nemuri’s best ever songs here and my favorite rock song of the year. Where her wordy, almost spoken word concerns are real, honest, and true and yet she’s still find a way to have spark to explode, have that burst of energy especially on the final chorus where the guitars shred for one of the best final hooks of the year. It’s an incredible powerful song and a statement I think most of us could use right now, and I could all just break down into one simple word: bang!

6. Good Days by SZA

I mean…what can I even add? It’s one of the most acclaimed songs of last year – hell it’s THE most acclaimed song that came out during 2019 on RateYourMusic’s ranking. And I feel like I’d be echoing what everyone else has said. The warm guitar driven instrumental, SZA sounding great, the outro with Jacob Collier that’s the best thing he’s ever made, and around it all, the conflicted feelings of trying to find good days and happiness in the midst of tragedy and depression – the callback to the story of Job is very clever, one that actually gets down to the root of the gospel in not trying to find silver linings but just pushing through with your strength. It is just a beautiful…but you don’t need me to tell you that.

5. I Hate You, I Love You by Little Simz

I feel like I could have put any Little Simz song here and no one would really disagree if I said it was the best hip-hop single of the year. It’s just been great to see her gain a critical following while still being one of the best lyricists in rap right now and without having to compromise her feminist vision. And while ‘Introvert’ was a great teaser and ‘Woman’ is one of best female empowerment songs I’ve heard in a while, we have to talk about one of the best songs on the album, one of the most personal and touching. It’s a long, in depth, look at fathers; both the love for the good times she’s had and in how she used to view him as her hero but also the hate in the trauma and abandonment. And it’s the latter side that’s most interesting, because Simz makes it clear she does not want the hate to rule her life but she also doesn’t know how to let go. It’s a decoupling she’s still in the path of doing, of humanizing family, but it’s a necessary one if she’s to be a strong woman. It’s a powerful song that needs to be heard but most importantly dissected and analyzed, along with the rest of her album. Statements this complete don’t come often, especially in rap, and I think we need to treasure that.

4. All Too Well (10 Minute Version) by Taylor Swift

…I mean, duh!

I debated for a bit whether or not I would include this song – even thought about just leaving this as the highest honorable mention. But ultimately the experience of listening to the full 10 minute version was first experienced this year. And besides, I couldn’t go this year without mentioning the year’s best hit and already one of the best ever songs to top the charts in history.

Because yeah, it really is as amazing as everyone say it is. Like Jenny Hval’s Jupiter, you barely notice this goes by, even with it going 10 minutes. The pacing and construction of going Verse-Hook-Verse-Hook and pause before the final verse and hook and a final two minutes just allowing you to breathe. Taylor’s storytelling has never been as strong as it’s been, the detail in showing how a relationship starts but turns into tragedy, melodramatic sure but like the best of her songs, it’s all done with a sincere and human touch. And since this is one of the re-recorded versions for her version of Red, her more adult and mature vocals along with the improved instrumentation that shows how much she’s grown since 2012, it’s a sight to behold. But all that begs the question: if a song that good with all these elements of heartbreak while also showing true artistic growth is only number 4 on this list, what could possible be better?

3. The Princess and the Clock by Kero Kero Bonito

When I first heard this song back in February, I immediately knew this would be a shoe-in for the Top 3 of this year, hell for a few months, I thought it would be the best song of 2021. Kero Kero Bonito’s best ever song that like All Too Well tells a story and one with a larger scope, and yet the fact they’re able to tell what is presented as a legend, a fairy tale in less than 4 minutes, while still showing a complete journey shows why they’ve been one of my favorite electropop acts of the 2010s. And this is them at their best: one of Sarah’s best ever vocal performances, the mystical and fantastical tone of the instrumental with one of the best drops and bridges of the year, it’s just a beautiful pop song and even with all the darkness KKB have always dabbled in, they show true genuine optimism can be just as inspiring in a time of nihilism and pessimism. It really is a song that I think speaks for itself.

2. Hall of Mirrors by Let’s Eat Grandma

So in my unpublished list for the best songs of 2019, I had Let’s Eat Grandma in my top 5 of that year and since then, I wondered if maybe I’d overhyped them a bit too much. I was just getting into more indie music, maybe if they come back I wouldn’t love them as much given how much indie pop I’ve listened to since then.

Well I’m more than glad to be proven wrong and that yes, Let’s Eat Grandma is one of the more interesting and promising acts in indie pop right now. Given they’re rather unorthodox experimentation, I recognize they’re not for everyone but personally, this song struck a chord with me that few songs really matched this year. And while I could talk about the great use of silence in the song, the gorgeous sax solo towards the end, the great piano against the buzzing synths, for me it’s something beyond the music. That feeling of being trapped in your own head, feeling dazed and hypnagogic stumbling around…and in the middle of the rain, finding calm and peace when you remember the love others have for you. It’s something special that I don’t think I’ll ever be able to properly write down how much this song touches me emotionally. And that’s fine, art this good can certainly leave you speechless or at a loss of words, and at the end of the day, resonate in a way only you know. And it’s something I’m truly greatful for.

1. Unfold by Porter Robinson and Totally Enormous Extinct Dinosaurs

Not gonna mince words, by the mid-point of last year. I knew this would be my number one song of the year, no doubt about it

But before I go on, personally I do want to address something. If there’s one thing I regret about my list last year it’s that I didn’t have Porter Robinson in my honorable mentions. I don’t regret placements of my list, I stand by most of it, but I do feel it was a missed opportunity not mentioning Something Comforting or Mirror last year. Well I’m more than glad to have made up for that mistake in hindsight in a big way!

Everything I said about Let’s Eat Grandma in terms of a personal, emotional attachment applies here albeit in a less abstract form. It’s a moment of finally letting go of yourselves; finally allowing others to share your personal weight that you feel you’ve had to shoulder for as long as you’ve been quiet about it. It’s a feeling of joyous and euphoric optimism that doesn’t feel plastic or bubblegum and yet is also authentic, and real. Every time the chorus comes in with the clattering percussion and Porter utters the simple phrase “And I watched the water unfold, It’s a feeling I want you to know” it hits me in a way very few art really has. And after the up and down year I and many folks have had, a song that really spoke about a sense of optimism and positivity that can be achieved, you don’t have to bear the weight of everything on your shoulders; that it is okay to ask for and you’ll be all the more happier for it, I don’t see what other song could’ve topped this list.

It’s about as close to perfect as you could ask for in music, a song I think is truly timeless, and will go down as one of the best songs made this decade…but I think I’ve said enough and I should just let the song speak for itself.

The best song of 2021 by a good margin, let’s see what 2022 has to reveal when it unfolds. 

Top 50 Albums of 2020

And here we have the second list.

The lockdown provided an excuse to be listening and exploring more music. There were many individual narratives (both organic and manufactured) that persisted this year: the post-humous albums for Mac Miller, Pop Smoke, Juice WRLD, and Chester Benington, the resurgence of disco collectively in pop, and country coming back in a big way with the most commercial success it’s seen in years but also a ton of great albums from the indie set. We also saw a ton of success both critically and commercially for international acts: from reggaeton superstars like Bad Bunny and ROSALIA, to K-Pop crossing over to English, to a handful of Japanese acts so garnered several acclaimed albums across a variety of genres (you’ll be seeing some of them in this very list!).

I listened to over 250 albums this year, discovering dozens of artists and becoming familiar with hundreds of genres, including ones I’d been hesitant to listen to like post-hardcore, screamo, industrial, and so much more. And despite being overloaded with music, more often than not, a ton of these albums were great discoveries: so much so that for a while I had actually 50 honorable mentions for this list! And unlike with singles, my opinions on albums doesn’t really change from day to day. So these rankings have mostly stuck throughout the year. Hopefully though, we can start to going back to what feels like normalcy, and artists are allowed to tour more and get more revenue in general. But for now, it’s time to celebrate the albums that stuck with me the most throughout last year: the ones that hit me emotionally the most, the ones that challenged musical conventions, and the ones that simply were the most fun to listen to.

Honorable Mentions:

Hey u x by BENEE

A bit basic in its themes of being the “shy, lonely, and uncool girl who’s looking to fit in but is too weird for the crowd”? Undoubtedly but man does BENEE have a lot of charm and character in doing so. If you liked or even loved ‘Supalonely’ I highly recommend you check out her debut. Again, it’s not uncharted ground for this sort of twee indie pop but it’s the sort of ‘underdog teen soap’ that’s less cloying and immature, and more endearing, thoughtful, and even cute. Give this one a listen, really overlooked album.

Eternal Atake by Lil Uzi Vert

(I’m looking at the original version of Eternal Atake, not including LUV Vs. the World 2)

Yes. It’s too long clocking on an hour that should’ve been cut down 10-15 minutes, Lil Uzi’s lyrics are meaningless fluff – if not questionable like on ‘Venetia’, and if you aren’t a fan of trap, I can’t pretend you’ll like or enjoy much of this. But at the same time, I’m not gonna deny how much fun I had listening to this album. As someone who’s still not a Lil Uzi fan, the fact I wound up really liking this album was the biggest surprise of the year. While the lyrics are nothing to care about, I thought Uzi upped up his game with more catchy flows, particularly on cuts like ‘You Better Move’ and ‘Lo Mein’ in the first third of the album, and I actually think the emotion in songs like ‘I’m Sorry’, ‘Celebration Station’, and ‘P2’ were effective. But what I really wound up loving was the futuristic and spacey theme of the instrumentals; they really help create an alien, out of this world atmosphere that really set this apart from other trap or even other Uzi projects. Again, it’s a very flawed album – I’m not gonna ignore that – but for a genre this mindless, this was really fun.

Cenizas by Nicholas Jaar

Of three projects Nicholas Jaar released this year, this was by far my favorite and the most captivating and intriguing one. There’s just something about the world the instrumentals paint: cold, brittle, dusty, isolated like on ‘Menysid’, ‘Mud’, ‘Faith Made of Silk’. It helps that there are lyrics for once that help enforce this rather bleak, haunted atmosphere but there’s still that brilliant use of quiet. It’s a project that says more while saying little. It’s abstract ambient that definitely does take a while to not only get into but to dissect, but if you have the time and patience and our willing to challenge yourself, I say go for it. It’s interesting and difficult art that once you’re able to decode, is a very rewarding experience.

SOUL LADY by YUKIKA

This album grew on me in a surprising way. It’s not like it’s an album that tackles complex themes or emotions, or that it’s doing anything revolutionary with the city pop sound. And yet, whether or not it’s just a fondness for the city pop aesthetic, I couldn’t help but come back to the sound of this album from time to time. The instrumentals are gorgeous and exuberant, and with the lyrics, it really does help create a vibe of falling in love with the city you find yourself entranced by. And it also really helps that Yukika Teramoto has shown herself to be a very charismatic singer: subtly soulful and pretty, that she fits right in with classic 70s pop soul lounge singers. Even with her contract ending, Yukika has stated that she’ll continue to release more city pop and whether the style can be interesting for more than one album, we’ll have to see. Until then though, I can see this album gaining a cult following for the years to come, and for good reason.

Man Alive! by King Krule

I mentioned cold, brittle environment when talking about Nicholas Jaar but if you want a more concrete, direct and more importantly, real look into a world that’s just as broken and selfish, look towards King Krule. Whether it’s the drugs or the poor conditions around addicts, it’s a slow wallow in misery and yet it never feels long or overly voyeuristic. Not just because the lyrics have enough biting detail in them but the jazz, rock, and moody psychedelic instrumentation help make it lighter than the subject matter and themes of this song. Not to mention, Archy Ivan Marshall really great deep baritone: reminiscent of Leonard Cohen, yet still expressive in showing both real nihilism and still having empathy for those in this situation. It’s a dark and heavy album that like with the instrumental and overall mindset, takes it’s time to burn. But once the flames and the smoke hit you, it’s a trippy, often times frightening time.

As God Intended by Apollo Brown and Che Noir

A really solid throwback to 90s boom-bap hip-hop, not just instrumentation wise with the record-scratching and the sample based production but with callbacks to Wu-Tang on ‘Money Orientated’. There’s even a tribute to all the classic 90s rappers who inspired Che Noir. And while most hip-hop heads will come for the production, Che’s storytelling and lyricism of both systemic racism and sexism throughout songs like ‘Money Orientated’, ‘Freedom’, ‘Daddy’s Girl’, and ‘The Apple’ show a lot of hunger and bite for a newcomer on the scene. If you’re craving for that old school sound from a young artist, highly recommend this.

Pink by RAY

It’s a rather simple shoegaze album but even if you don’t translate most of the lyrics from Japanese and even with it clocking at over an hour, this was a surprisingly pleasant and very pretty disocvery. This album is doing anything revolutionary in terms of the genre but the instrumentation behind cuts like ‘Everything About My Precious You’ and ‘The End of the World with You’, the dreamy mood of it all the songs just filled me with a lot of joy in a way other simple pop and rock just weren’t able to hit. It’s a great example of when you do the simple things good, even when you don’t stray too far, it can still make for incredible music.

Thunder in the Mountains by Dzö-Nga

Another great example of doing the simple things and really. There’s no shortage of great symphonic black metal out there and even black metal with pro-environmentalist themes, but between the great Native American angle in their lyrics and the absolutely gorgeous instrumentation, especially the way woodwinds are integrated, if you’re an outsider to this music, I say this is a good starting off point to get into more black metal.

What’s Tonight to Eternity by Cindy Lee (mild CW: themes of abuse)

So fair warning for the list: there are a handful of albums on this list that talk about abuse. And while this album isn’t as graphic or as explicit other albums I’ll talk about, it still is an interesting project. The eternity in the title refers to the time spent with a toxic partner, with them literally comparing it to hell with them including a skit of a woman dispelling Satan. This is an album that I have to be in a certain mood to listen to, as the overly reverbed vocals and liquid instrumentation can blend together after a while, but it still creates a slow, creeping and haunted atmosphere I admire, which makes the break of light at the end all the more satisfying.

Impenetrable Cerebral Fortress by Gulch

It’s by far the shortest album on this list, barely passing 15 minutes but my god are those few short minutes brutal. Blisteringly fast drum work, guttural vocals, and gory as hell lyrics, and while at time is can feel like overload, it’s still one hell of a violent, adrenaline rush of sound and power. Definitely not for the faint of heart but just for a roar of fury, it packs a big punch.

UNLOCKED_ by Denzel Curry and Kenny Beats

It’s got great production, great flows, amazing punchlines…but if I am being honest, it is really too short for it’s own good. It makes me craving for more music from these two but it also feels a bit underbaked. A couple more bangers on this would make this among the best of either men’s discography. But still as it is: as a collection of bangers from Denzel and Kenny, it’s really good.

Sanación by María José Llergo

Really good quiet and subtle Spanish art pop with a fusion of ambient and flamenco textures that on cuts like ‘El Hombre De Las Mil Lunas’ and ‘El Péndulo’ sound inspired. Translating the lyrics also reveals great poetry: linking her family’s history to the path she charts now and what exactly her destiny is. But the real star of the show is María José Llergo herself. Her voice is absolutely gorgeous, delicate and soft yet capable of powerful belting; if you like ROSALÍA voice, I highly suggest checking out this album. It’s less than a half hour long so it’s a quick listen if you want gorgeous Spanish music that both honors the past and moves forward towards the future.

1000 gecs and The Tree of Clues by 100 gecs

The original 1000 gecs project was messy but admirable and respectable little project that showed the imagination and creativity of Dylan and Laura but occasionally felt to abrupt and weird for it’s own good. The remix album is an improvement across the board however; as not only are some of the original compositions improved upon, the artists they bring along help tighten the album and keep things focused. With great performances from the likes of GFOTY, Hannah Diamond, Dorian Electra, Charli XCX, and even Fall Out Boy of all artists, and with more hits than misses than the original album, I think this is truly a showcase not just for the gecs but the potential hyperpop genre can bring to the table when all elements come together.

Empty Country by Empty Country

There were a lot of good midwest, indie rock and folk albums that came out this year and like most great indie rock though, the writing is the true star of the show and the best part of the album. Joseph D’Agostino highlights the poor desperate suburban neighbourhood around him: people getting high of acid, the regular depression and self-doubt in his relationship with his wife, the details of the chaotic natural phenomena that happens around the midwest, and the horrible events that either happen around them or happen to them. From a tragic drunk driving accident that led to the death of D’Agostino’s grandmother to a woman having to make money by selling fake sunglasses to sell to people during a solar eclipse. It’s the latter story that shows why this album never comes across as misery porn: there’s a sense of honesty and empathy throughout that even in the selfish and despicable moments, there is a human touch. And this makes moments of brevity such as the birth of his daughter all the more effective, as D’Agostino feels like he’s given a chance to make things right. Truthfully the album isn’t doing anything new instrumentation wise but the storytelling and D’Agostino’s compassion is enough to pull through and make for a rather heavy and complex listen.

Warnings by I Break Horses

The last honorable mention on this list and yet another overlooked, underrated gem. A dreamy synthpop where coming to terms with a messy break-up but coming on the outside better and free of the toxicity. Despite many of the songs running long, it goes by well thanks to great vocals and great writing courtesy of Maria Lindén and a great psychedelic mood throughout. It’s an album to vibe to but once you dig into the lyrics, makes it worthier of coming back to. If you’re itching for new modern synth and shoegaze music similar to Chromatics or HEALTH, really recommend this album.

And now that we’ve gotten the honorable mentions out of the way, let’s finally dive in to the list proper!

50. 真っ黒 (Makkuro) by tricot

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Math rock can get monotonous. It tends to have a similar problem with jazz sometimes, where even if the playing is solid and competent: if there’s not much uniqueness in the compositions or even distinct themes to really ground that takes advantage of the good melodies, than good background noise. That’s why it’s been refreshing to see math rock tricot not just have smart themes in their writing across both albums, but also have good hooks doing so. Going to the themes for a bit: it was actually surprising how dark the album gets: dealing with a lot of anxiety and existentialism as both an artist and a person. The desire to be your own fish in the sea in the limited time we have while still trying to remind yourself that sometimes it’s good to have some anxiety to figure your shit out. And yet all of it is exhausted energy  lynched pin by great guitarwork and some good hooks. If you’re looking for an entry point into math rock or even Japanese music as a whole, I recommend this album. Not for every one but maybe you can find something great amidst all the black.

49. Alfredo by Freddie Gibbs and The Alchemist

I mentioned this before but Freddie Gibbs can start to get formulaic when you follow him for even a little. A lot of good orchestic or symphonic samples, a lot of street hustle about the grind of dealing coke,  and a lot of sharp flows, it’s no wonder people compare him to Tupac. And yet you can’t deny how effortlessly fun this project is. Of course the beats are amazing as per usual from The Alchemist and Freddie Gibbs has a ton of natural charisma and humor, but all the guest stars shine as well, especially Conway and Tyler, and even beyond the fun bragging, the more sensitive and introspective side on cuts like ‘Babies & Fools’ they stil lshow how capable Freddie Gibbs is when he gets serious. But at the end of it all, it just an album you don’t have to think very hard about and just relax to: enjoy the bars, enjoy the music, and enjoy the food being offered.

48. May Our Chambers Be Full by Emma Ruth Rundle and Thou

Diving headfirst into a heavier genre of music now. I am not a sludge metal or doom metal fan at all; the aesthetic of it all just doesn’t appeal to me easily. And yet even with that bias, I was stunned going through and really dissecting this album. The brutality of the entire aesthetic of the album: the crushing, all-consuming atmosphere help painting that void of death and dust, and the bluntly nihilistic horror of it all, even compared to the metal I’d listened to this year, this felt overwhelming in the best way possible. And Emma Ruth Rundle is incredible on this album; cutting through all the heavy instrumentation and delivering a ghostly, haunted eulogy to the decay and tragedy of death and really the meaningless of all of existence that awaits us in the future. If there was a negative I’d put it’s that I think the screamed howls courtesy of the band Thou ironically don’t carry as much weight and don’t instill that fear as well as Rundle’s vocals but they’re playing more than makes up for any vocal issues I might have. And going by in less than an hour, it doesn’t drag nor does it go by too fast. It gets to the point and stares right at you, and like good horror, stays with you long after everything has gone silent.

47. Circles by Mac Miller

Even for non-fans of Mac Miller, I think most can agree that Mac Miller’s swansong was an achievement on most fronts. It’s so bittersweet he was never hear to see how well-received this follow-up would be but it should also be cherished how much thought and care was put in by his team to make this posthumous be as great as it is. And while it should be praised for how crisp and polished the production sounds, it’s Mac’s lyrics that really hit home. The themes of the process of recovering from addiction and depression, especially on cuts like ‘Circles’, ‘Good News’, ‘Everybody’, and ‘Trees’, they feel so raw and intimate that they cut and resonate deeply, whether or not it was due to his untimely passing (And yes, I did cry but it took until ‘Trees’ for it to happen). It’s just a beautifully respectful album and one I’m certain if he were alive and had a choice in the matter, one he would be glad he’d end his career on,

Rest in peace, Mac. Thank you for all you’ve given us and if you’re up there, you can finally see the sun. behind the clouds.

46. Windswept Adan by Ichiko Aoba

It’s hard to describe this album…at least in a unique way because everyone who’s listened – myself included – to it will echo the same praises. It’s beautiful, quiet, and serene ambient music. It’s a simple album and while ambient may seem like a simple genre in general, but the subtleties captured and presented; how clear the production and recordings are how much it puts into the mind the very peaceful natural beauty of the world. And of course the gorgeous orchestrations form the harp and other strings to the piano to Aoba’s delicate and quiet spoke word delivery: restrained and quiet, almost as if she’s saying poetry over beautiful landscapes. I will say the ability to find proper translations (and from what I’ve gathered, are not as complex as I expected for music this quiet and seemingly poetic) plus the length of the album does limit its replayability, at least for me. But that said, it’s still a beautiful experience and during a year where most of us could not go outside, an album that reminded us what’s waiting out there helped with that isolation.

45. Mystic Familiar by Dean Deacon

Like with most metal genres, I’m not a big fan of psychedelic genres although in this case, it’s more of a lack of background with the genre than an adverse dislike of the aesthetic. And yet even with that, I was surprised how much I enjoyed this album. I wanna try and keep as much of this album a secret because the transitions throughout and especially the progressions on ‘Sat by a Tree’, ‘My Friend’, and ‘Bumble Bee Crown King’, they need to be heard rather than read through transcriptions. They all help capture that feeling of heavenly euphoria; of reaching that sought after mystic familiar that as cheesy as it may be, I really can’t describe this album better (and without spoiling the best crescendos) than saying it’s magical. This is one you have to hear to really understand what I’m saying and even if you don’t find it as transcendent as I or so many others have, I still think it’ll make for a listening experience most albums in 2020 won’t give.

44. SAVAGE MODE II by 21 Savage and Metro Boomin

Hip-hop had itself a very good year, especially in the mainstream. I already mentioned Lil Uzi Vert but both of Pop Smoke’s albums this year were also great surprises, but Polo G, I got the appeal of acts like Lil Baby, Don Toliver, and the late Juice WRLD, and even if I didn’t love everything they put out, rappers like Megan Thee Stallion, Roddy Ricch, Don Toliver, and Jack Harlow showed a ton of promise, character, and versatility. Though if we want my favorite mainstream rap release, we go to 21 Savage and Metro. Both men have undoubtable improved by leaps and bound since the first Savage Mode tape, and now that 21 is a better rapper – with more dynamic flows and especially strong lyricist and writer for hooks, and Metro’s status as a one of the best producers in hip-hop means a bigger budget, he’s allowed more to play around with more elegant samples and turn them into hard bangers. Yeah, there’s still the occasional corny bar here and I’d say that outside of Young Nudy none of the guests really add anything, but when you’ve got catchy banger after catchy, plus the Morgan Freeman skits about street hustle that add to the awesomeness of it all, it’s just all around a great fun trap project, and one that’ll be held as one of the genre’s best for years to come.

43. After Hours by The Weeknd


Of the albums on this list, this will be the most flawed in my opinion. It runs long and can drag in spots, some of the songs have questionable production that I feel won’t age well, and in terms of themes and even a narrative, this is not at all new territory for The Weeknd. I can even say that objectively, there were “better constructed” albums I heard last year.

And yet, despite all the flaws, I kept coming back to this album time after time again. I’ve compared this album a lot with DAMN. in being the best version of an artist’s aesthetic being commercialized but I mean that as a positive. And not just because ‘Blinding Lights’, ‘Heartless’, and ‘In Your Eyes’ were some of the best hit songs of last year that show Abel evolving into a decade defining popstar. Like DAMN., it may not have the fresh rawness of the artist’s best work, but it still shows Abel growing as an artist in terms of balancing his poppier instincts with the alternative R&B he helped make famous. And with cuts like ‘Faith’, ‘Escape from LA’, ‘After Hours’, and one hell of a closer in ‘Until I Bleed Out’, bringing Illangelo back and calling back to his trilogy ways, I’ve said it before but it bears repeating: even with a decade under his belt and now a pop superstar, The Weeknd is still showing he’s got a ton of creativity and ambition in him, and that he’s more than deserving of being one of the defining artists of our generation.

42. PEACEFUL AS HELL by BLACK DRESSES

Whether solo or working together, none of Ada Rook and Devi McCallion’s work is music that’s easy to understand and like. In fact, for the longest time I thought I would never get behind their blend of industrial, metal, glitch, and electropop. And yet once I gave them the time and patience, it finally clicked. The demented energy in the fusion of noisy genres, Ada’s knack for sticky hooks and mantras, Devi’s monstrous and nihilistic writing, and yet at the core of it all, the honest and intimate themes of isolation, discrimination, depression, and companionship. Not the uplifting side regurgitated by pop stars, the real honest human touch that comes from real friends, online or otherwise. Again, this is not music that’s easy to get but if you’re willing to dive into hell, you’re gonna see some sparks along the way.

41. Draining Love Story by Sewerslvt (cw: themes of self-harm, suicide, depression)

Like with ambient and math rock, breakbeats are another genre that really need good and interesting themes to be more than good dance grooves. And yet, I was completely thrown off guard by how honest and brutal Sewerslvt went into detailing her depression and self-harm in her work. I don’t mean to be melodramatic with putting a content warning for this album, many of the samples used to provide context for the themes, once you decode them through the textured beats and synth work, are heartbreaking and at points, it can dive into going into the “too real” territory. It’s the type of reality about mental health I didn’t to hear in an electronic album, let alone in breakbeats! And yet while there moments of deep, black, despair, there also moments of beauty; when the beats and clouds clear up and we’re allowed to breathe for once. And there is a cathartic, therapeutic breath of air finishing this album; that even with the darkness in can wallow in, it’s not the end. The themes are very serious so if you’re hesitant about listening to this album, I understand. But as someone who’s experienced bouts of depression and suicidiation and knows many people who do, knowing this is out in the world and could potentially help people understand depression and suicidal tendencies, that it could help people understand each other, makes me I discovered this.

40. Melee by dogleg

This debut snuck on me in a big way because while it seems like dogleg doesn’t deviate too much from the midwest emo aesthetic at first glance, it’s all the great nuances that make this a great pop punk record. Great hooks and energy without sacrificing grit and texture in the instrumentation, coupled with a great sense of humor and populist energy. And while this doesn’t go as deep or cutting as other midwest emo or pop punk bands, the hot streak of ‘Prom Hell’, ‘Headfirst’, ‘Headlines’, and ‘Cannonball’ show capable the band is at storytelling. Overall, it’s a pretty short and sweet album that goes by in half an hour, if you’re looking for more great emo and pop punk to spend your time on, I highly suggest this.

39. What’s Your Pleasure by Jessie Ware

Okay, so I have a bit of mixed feelings on this album, if I’m being honest. On one hand, it is one of the best pop albums of last year. It’s well produced with instrumentation that modernizes disco in a way that feels like both a throwback and also an expansion, especially with simmering cuts like the title track on ‘Spotlight’. Jessie Ware also sounds great, and the writing is also very tasteful. A lot of dance party vibes to get lost to but there’s also a more intelligent side that cautions getting to lost in the dance floor. On the other hand…I think it’s a bit overrated?

DON’T GET ME WRONG: this is still a very good album…but if I’m being honest, it does run a bit too long, and the best song do come early on in the tracklist and because of that it can drag a bit, especially since I don’t think it ends strongly. But again, this is still a great pop record and if it gets people more interested in disco, not just the flashy party side but the sensual, intimate side of disco as well, that’s a great thing.

38. Eastern Medicine, Western Illness by Preservation

One of the most frustrating things to see in the hip-hop fandom over the past few years has been the masturbatorial like praise to hailing 90s and 2000s rap over the rise of trap and SoundCloud rap. Not only just because of the historical revisionism in ignoring how much of the rap that was popular back in the days was just as junk and basic, but also there’s this sense that what rappers like TuPac or Biggie or Nas or The Wu-Tang Clan did, it can never be done again which I think is wrong. There are a ton of great rappers, underground or even signed to labels – that. I’ve already mentioned that call back and pay tribute to the classic 90s sound while updating it and making it feel fresh. Che Noir and Freddie Gibbs on this list, but for another example, let’s turn to hip-hop producer: Preservation.

With the sample heavy sound of instrumentation, the fact there’s a posse of rappers across the album, and the Asian theme in the samples used and even in content in comparing the rise of opioids to gang hustle, the most obvious comparison is debut album of the Wu-Tang Clan: 36 Chambers. And it’s clear that was Wu-Tang was a big influence. But not only are there amazing showings from rappers like Quelle Chris, Mach-Hommy, billy woods, Ka, and a plethora of some of the best underground rappers right now, it stands alone as it’s own project because of how much talent is on display. I love the setting of Hong Kong and how much it’s built up as a city of sin to make commentary about western drug culture. It’s the closest thing we’ll get to an album that successfully calls back 36 Chambers (and is also better than the last few Wu-Tang albums). Whether or not you’re an old head stuck in the old ways of rap, I highly recommend this album for you. If you find something new or familiar, you’ll find something special.

37. Marlowe 2 by Marlowe

Y’know, for as complex and obtuse as some underground can get, it’s comforting to know. The use of b-movie samples L’Orange to create this dusty instrumental and the loose framing devise of Solemn Brigham as this “out of this world entity” make this a very fun album. And it’s Solemn Brigham who’s the star of this project: not precisely for his lyrics though he does have a great sense of humor and is a tight wordsmith, it’s his flow. The way he rides across beats, the flow changes from fast rapping to exaugurated, it’s all fun and manic. It’s an album that you really need to think hard about, like what the skits entail: you just have to marvel at L’Orange and Solemn doing their thing.

36. Shrines by Armand Hammer

It’s taken awhile for me to get used to billy woods’ style of nihilistic rap, off-kilter flow, and wonky beats but I think I’ve finally gotten the appeal and seen why many have held him up as one of the best underground rappers. And yet for as bleak as his material can seem, the album he dropped this year was more optimistic in it’s tone and all about finding hope and peace amidst a cruel environment. The album art says it all: a zoo built in a trap area meant to give people joy but falling apart. It’s an album of relapses but one that doesn’t stew in it’s own misery. billy woods’ poetry is on point as ever, as is the production production from Elucid, and a lot of the guest star really do shine, especially the singers like KeiyaA and FIELDED. That joy may be hard to cultivate and really stabilize in the dark world in billy woods’ mind…but that doesn’t mean it’s any less worth trying to cultivate.

35. Descendants of Cain by Ka

To conclude the unintentional row of streak of great underground rap albums…

Like with billy woods, Ka is not an easy rapper to really get but I oddly found it easier to get into his low, quiet, storytelling. There’s an rough age and maturity to his sound: both in his instrumentation and his content, and that wisdom is matched by his creativity and ambition. As the title suggests, this album revolves around the story of Cain and Abel and how that’s reflected in the rough world of sinners Ka grew up in. Whether it’s idolizing these sinners as saints, protecting your brother through crimes, even wanting old fashioned justice upon yourself for everything you’ve done, it’s a cruel, unforgiving world, made all the more bleak by Ka’s world weary and tired voice. And by the end, the only thing that gives him hope are is the love from the women around him: his wife, his mother, and his child. It’s not an album that’s really easy to enjoy but one that’s satisfying to dissect and really let simmer with you. And you couldn’t ask for a better adaptation on the story of Cain and Abel than that.

34. Jump Rope Gazers by The Beths

For as heavy as some of the albums I’ve talked about have gotten, sometimes a band really needs to win me over is charm and I don’t think I’ve heard a more charming band than The Beths. Both of The Beths’ albums have been full of blissful and youthful writing, a lot of summery guitar tones, and Elizabeth Stokes very earnest delivery but I actually think their sophomore effort was a step over their debut. And the reasons why are very simple: the writing might still be simple on first listen but there’s a sincere and honest core to songs like ‘Do You Want Me Now’, ‘Just Shy of Sure’, ‘Acrid’, and the title track not to mention stronger hooks and guitar tones that even though it doesn’t alter that much from the debut, still makes for a great pop album. And sure, it might seem basic but as I said, when there’s this much charm to the album, I can’t help but smile and enjoy gazing at it all.

33. Royal Swan by Phoxjaw

Another great debut this year, this time a UK alternative metal and post-hardcore band. And while there are traces of atmospheric post-hardcore on this album, more of it is more focused on alternative metal ragers. Not to say that’s a bad thing as there are some great hooks like on ‘Teething’ and ‘Triple AAA’ but also some thoughtful and surprisingly political writing.  The anger towards trophy hunting on ‘You Don’t Drink A Unicorn’s Blood’, the blunt but still cutting take on the Trump’s administration’s take on environmental care on ‘An Owl Is A Cat With Wings’ to even some commentary on England’s own dark history regarding class discrimination on the closing title track. It’s a surprisingly smart record that even if you’re not down with the revolution in some of the lyric, still has enough power and hooks to kick ass.

32. When I Die, Will I Get Better? by Svalbard (mild cw: themes of abuse)

One of the genres I was really glad I got into this year was Screamo. The heaviness is obviously a big turn on for me but what I loved was the variety in sound I heard. We could have the industrial sound but we could also have a more thoughtful and atmospheric fusion with black metal which is what we got on this debut. The passionate and angry vocals from both our lead singers mixed with the atmospheric and occasionally beautiful black metal side. But what really struck me were the lyrics detailing trauma and abuse. Serena Cherry isn’t simply content to talk about her own struggles with abuse, she also looks to criticize how society treats victims like her: whether it the misogynistic attitude that puts the blame on her, as well as the commodification of stories like hers for clickbait articles that look for interesting stories without supporting those behind them. It’s smart feminist writing that’s can be both heavy and beautiful, often at the same time.

31. Miss Colombia by Lido Pimienta

Latin music had an amazing year in 2020, not only seeing some incredible commercial performance for the acts in reggaeton, but also a fair few Spanish acts garnering some critical acclaim like Bad Bunny, Natalie LaFourcade, Triángulo de Amor Bizarro, and Kali Uchis. Fitting then that one of my favorite Spanish albums of the year is a tribute to Latin culture as a whole. Lido Pimienta is a very proud of her Colombian heritage and she not only show it in the content of her music, particularly in an acoustic chant ‘Quiero que me salves’, but also in the instrumentation. The blend of Colomobian folk music with art pop and even electronic touches like on ‘No Pude’ made for some inspired music. If you’re looking for an entry point into Latin music, I say Lido Pimienta is a great doorway not into another language, but also in understanding a different culture and hopefully, different sorts of people.

30. It Was Divine by Alina Baraz

This is my favorite R&B album of the year…which might be a surprise on the surface. It does go a tad bit long, it’s not really innovating in terms of production, songwriting, or singing, you could make an argument there were better, more ambitious R&B projects released last year. And while you point and bring up countless other R&B acts, no other R&B album brought me so much joy as this one.

I’ve been following Alina Baraz for a few years now and seeing all her potential fully realized was great to her. She’s always had a beautiful sultry voice that’s airy without being too light and full of character and charisma that it doesn’t just feel like basic sensual temptation. It’s confident and sexy for the most part, traits I want to hear in my R&B. The production has also improved a ton since her breakout EP. While the album can drag in spots, it’s just brings a great contemporary vibe. It’s a great album to have in the background; to just sink the seductiveness of it all. I understand this is more a personal pick than other albums on this list, but I still feel this was slept on by too many people, even fans of R&B. And considering how much R&B was been blowing up this year in 2021, making a big comeback in the mainstream, I hope that Alina Baraz also gets more recognition, commercially and critically. An R&B singer this talented and with this much potential deserves a bigger audience.

29. Honeymoon by Beach Bunny

I could copy my thoughts of California Boy on My Best Songs List for this entry here because music this sweet, simple, and catchy doesn’t need much explanation. It’s a quick, fun pop rock album that goes by fast in under 30 minutes, with sticky hooks that’ll get stuck in your head for days, and yet dive in even a little and Lili Trifilio proves herself to be a fun and quirky writer. Full of youthful emo teenage angst, but like the best teen TV shows and movies, it’s just has a ton of spunk to it and charm you can’t help but relate. And for a debut act, an album this immediately catchy, poppy, and as I keep repeating, FUN, it’s a welcome edition to hear on the radio. It’s the type of rock music I’m sure Zoomers will love growing up on, just like how Millennials grew up on the pop punk emo of the 2000s, and I’m gonna join both camps in enjoying music this much of a dopamine boost.

28. Notre-Dame-des-Sept-Douleurs by Klô Pelgag

Travelling to France now for an art pop project that gained a bit of attention last year with a very classical sound and presentation, literally. There’s just a lot of beautiful orchestra arrangements, especially gorgeous moments are the strings on ‘J’aurai les cheveux longs’, À l’ombre des cyprès, the slowly building piano on ‘La fonte’, and the quiet horns on ‘Soleil’. The best moments on this album are the most quiet and atmospheric songs on the album – both instrumentally but also in the lyrics – but even when it gets more bombastic like on ‘Remora’ or ‘La maison jaune’, it’s still great. Especially with the heavy multitracking and reverb come in and make Chloé Pelletier-Gagnon voice more theatrical. It’s just a very…artistic album for a lack of a better word. It’s full of formal and tasteful poetry and music but is still nonetheless stunning to admire and dissect. Give this one a shot if you’re looking for pretty art pop to scratch an itch.

27. Spirit World Field Guide by Aesop Rock

I feel that this should go without saying but Aesop Rock does not make easy music. Even in recent years as he’s slowly embraced more catchy production and hooks, his labyrinthian wordplay – not just the large vocabulary and obtuse metaphors, but also video-game references, and detours like wanting to go skating – and off-kilter production can still take awhile to not only get used, but actually understand what he’s going on about, and the nearly hour long runtime doesn’t help. And it also doesn’t help either, at least for outsiders, that Aesop is sticking with an introverted backpacker for most of this project. Already paranoid from the first few songs from being stuck in isolation but also being stuck in his head. So much so that when we get to the Spirit World, the reactions are quite quaint. Sure there are odd creatures and places here or there, but there’s a more there’s also an enlightenment eh gets seeing the happier people. People who have less but are also more content with their lives. The spirit world in this case is mostly a metaphor, most of this being inspired by trips Aesop took to Peru. But it’s not all paradise though, Aesop still takes time to critique the effects colonialism has had in stunting more of the “spirit world” from growing and truly being discovered by more people. 

Now all of that was just my rather feeble attempt to understand the concept. Because even if I’m misinterpreted some elements of what the Spirit World actually is, or a few punchlines went over my head, I would still wholly recommend this album. As I said, Aesop Rock slowly embracing more catchy production and hooks is great plus to all of his recent projects, so the wonky, acid-tinged production all over the album brings a ton of levity to the runtime, as do the hooks; especially on Pizza Alley, Coveralls, Jumping Coffin, and Marble Cake. This is still a very dense project to get through but at least along the way, Aesop reminds us that we can be enigmatic and fun at the same time (and maybe a little high on acid).

26. We Will Always Love You by The Avalanches

The longest album on my list, clocking over at 71 minutes. But there’s just something touching about the way The Avalanches approach grief and distance – be that distance be physical, between two people in a relationship, or even losing friends to death, and using music to reach them. Sure, the use of samples is still great from: The Alan Parsons Project on ‘Interstellar Love’, Perry Farrell on ‘Oh the Sunn’, the Carpenters on ‘We Go On’, even the straight up dance track Music Makes Me So High is a fun detour into future funk sounds. But right from the opening skit ‘Ghost Story’, you can still there’s a lot of soul and love being given to those we can’t see or are drifting away from. There are moments of solemn introspection, particularly on ‘Take Care in Your Dreaming’, ‘Running Red Lights’ and ‘Reflecting Light’, but it’s more about the celebration of that love more than anything else, and how we’re able to still feel and communicate that love through the medium of music. And of course there are wonderful guest performances, with my favorites being Blood Orange, Rivers Cuomo, Pink Siifu, Sananda Maitreya, Denzel Curry, and Sampa the Great. Even short guest speakers like Karen O or Orono of Superorganism. It’s simply a whole and earnest project and even if it runs a bit long, was still one of the projects that stunned me last year. Definitely a late project to drop but still worthwhile checking out.

25. Expectations by Katie Pruitt

Country, being as it’s mostly been a Southern genre, has always been stereotyped as being rather conservative. And while yes, it’s a sad reality that many mainstream acts in country have had less than “forward thinking” positions, there’ve been more than a few acts to push more progressive agendas, especially in the independent scene. And one of the best breakout stars of this year was Katie Pruitt, a gay country singer who’s debut album was a great discovery this year. That said, I don’t want to just say Katie Pruitt and other acts like her are groundbreaking just because they’re openly LGBT. Because even without that subtext and background context, this is still a fantastic album on it’s own. Katie Pruitt is a great singer-songwriter, with an eye for cutting honest storytelling and a lot of passion. Whether it be in the love songs, to confronting the homophobia within her state of Georgia and within her family and still being able to be proud of her identity. And the production is great as well, she sounds great throughout the album as the mix gives her voice a lot of room to belt out like on the closing tracks. It’s not an innovative album as far as country releases in 2020, but it does mean that Katie’s voice and her writing – her fire, anger, and pride – are able to standout more. Even if you aren’t a fan of country music, I still highly recommend you seek this out just for the writing. It might even exceed your expectations.

24. No One Mourns the Wicked by Big Ghost Ltd & Conway The Machine

So I listened to a lot of the Griselda crew last year, as each of the members released one project. I’ve enjoyed Armani Caesar and Boldy James’ work, Benny has been consistently good, and I’ve even gotten the appeal Westside Gunn (even if I still find his voice annoying). But if I’m going to highlight the member of the group that’s impressed me the most and has grown to be my favorite, it was to be Conway. He’s just got a great deep bassy voice with a lot presence and in my opinion, he’s the most focused and tight rapper in the group. Griselda don’t really deviate from each other in terms of content – drug dealing, shooting, gang warfare, money, sex, and maybe the occasional attempt at a love song – but Conway consistently had great wordplay and personality to keep it interesting, even after 5+ albums of the same material. While he did release an album this year that was very good and might’ve been an honorable mention had I not had a rule of repeating artists for lists, I want to highlight the short project he released with producer Big Ghost Ltd.

One of the things I’ve found to love most of all about his work, is there’s grisly maturity here. It’s fitting this album starts out with a sample of the gangster movie Black Mass; it isn’t just the usual street hustling and crime, it’s a business empire at stake here. And while I said in the beginning still is true; there’s not much change to the Grisleda formula lyrically, but the production is what puts this above his album in my opinion. And right from the get go, with the sharp guitars punching through and the gun adlibs, it’s just a sharp brutal album, that even at 25 minutes, still packs more visceral energy than most trap albums released in the past 18 months! Like with Freddie Gibbs, if you’re sick of the coke-rap schtick then you probably won’t get something out of this album, but if you’re like me and want to see Griselda succeed, highly recommend this.

23. 2,020 Knives by Ada Rook (mild CW: themes of abuse, depression)

I’ve already praised Black Dresses on this list but I think something worth praising is that even on their solo work, Ada and Devi have shown to be as engaging. Devi’s nihilism and and harsh industrial sound was still as in your face on Girls Rituals, and Devi’s honest introspection and pop hooks were highlighted even more on her solo album, which I think was the best project either of the two released – solo or together. The subject matter on this album can make this a rather tough album to sit with, as it deals with a lot of trauma and depression, that still lingers even after Ada has found companionship and joy through the Internet and making music. And yet throughout, Ada still displays pop sensibilities that make the dark subject matter easier to digest. Still a more upbeat electronic style (or at least, upbeat in comparison to Black Dresses usual work), and with a lot of catchy hooks like ‘Black Cloud in the Sky’, it makes the album more repayable than I expected. It’s an album all about the painful process of fighting demons, that shows all the graphic memories that still sting but also how warm and comforting the other side is.

I hope nothing but the best for Ada, both as a musician and as a person and hopefully the knives we all experience are able to dull as the years go on.

22. Shore by Fleet Foxes

I’ve talked a lot about relaxing and atmospheric music this year but I don’t think any other album was as much a breath of fresh air – instrumentally and lyrically – more than this album. You can probably thank good timing perhaps that this was released during on especially turbulent year, but considering how much Robert Pecknold’s writing and how much of it focuses on the past few years of violence and chaos in society but more importantly a sense of unity amongst people, this would’ve been comforting had it been released in any of the past 5 year. The warm melodies just help create an atmosphere of calm and empty mind space, one that can easily be broken and disrupted – Pecknold is self-aware of that, but it’s also stable enough to really inspire action to take place. But it isn’t just the outward world Pecknold is reflecting on, as the past year of death close to him has also affected him personally. Like the previous album, this is also an album all about processing pain; coming to terms with it and finding content peace amongst the cruelty.

And it is just beautifully arranged and orchestrated folk music, even without the lyrics. A lot of the harmonies are just gorgeous to hear even after multiple listens, and the pacing of the album makes it’s length surprisingly breezy. You just get sucked into the peaceful atmosphere of it all. As I’ve said, good timing probably helped give this album a great reception but it is great folk music at the end of the day, and music that’s this calming and reassuring is what we need with the uncertain future we have.

21. The Avalanche by Owen

Even despite all the albums I’ve talked about discussing many depressing and morbid themes, very few of them I’d describe as defeating. For as graphic as some of them get, there’s still some hope, even a small flicker of it, by the end. And on the surface, that seemed to be true here as well. Mike Kinsella is still an amazingly descriptive and emotive singer in emo, still able to capture the world-weariness so easily. And I love the way KC Dalager is used here; not just role-playing as the partner calling out his behavior, but just as much a dark mirror of himself. And like with Fleet Foxes, there’s actually a surprising warmth. Of course, all the warm instrumentals are ironically around the cold nature of Kinsella’s self-destructive behavior, not to mention a family history of tragedy and self-inflicted pain. It’s all standard emo, with well descriptive poetry and writing and when we get to the end…there is no happy ending. There is no reconciliation or sign things will get better, there’s just a sigh of defeat that Kinsella knows he can’t escape this cruel cycle. And while usually I would roll my eyes and consider endings like this unnecessarily cynical and nihilistic for no other reason than to shock the audience, here there’s a sad reality here. It feels earned…which is the biggest tragedy of it all.

It’s one of the toughest albums I’ve heard last year. Even writing about it and reminding myself of the downer ending, it’s still a tough project to revisit. And yet, it’s still one of the albums that left a biggest impact on me. For as bleak of an ending as it is, the pained vocals and melodies soften the blow ever so slightly. Given the nature of the ending, it’s not an album I can easily recommend, especially with those who don’t have patience for the cynical tone of it all. But for those brave enough, prepare for one of the most heartbreaking albums of last year.

20. Punisher by Phoebe Bridgers

It was only a matter of time before I talked about this album.

Like with What’s Your Pleasure and After Hours, there’s little new I can add. As so many people have said, Phoebe Bridgers is one of the best songwriters right now. And while the writing is the star, Phoebe herself also deserves a ton of credit. Like with Mike Kinsella, she’s just a naturally emotive singer; capturing the pain, that for lesser artists, this album would feel like a slog. For her though, it remained captivating the entire album, even with multiple listens. And like with American Football, she’s also good at capturing atmosphere. Many have said it before: while this came out in the summer, this is a fall/autumn through and through: capturing the reflective, bittersweet aura of the season great.

I guess the only thing I can really explain is why it’s not higher, which is actually simple. While I do really like this album a ton, I find that I just don’t return to it as a whole project as much as other albums on this list. That’s not to say this isn’t a cohesive album, even my least favorite track ‘Garden Song’ is pretty good, just that I return and get more emotion towards individual moments and songs than the project as a whole. But again, when those moments are some of the strongest in alt music from last year – cuts like ‘This is the End’, ‘Chinese Satellite’, ‘Graceland Too,’ ‘Kyoto’, and ‘ICU’, any these among the best of last year – even nitpicks feel light weight. As I said, I reckon most of you have already heard about or have given this album multiple listens already, and maybe giving this couple more isn’t a bad idea.

19. Lamentations by American Aquarium

I’ve talked about politics a number of times on both of my lists and I think I’ve made it clear that I’m a rather left-leaning liberal when it comes to my ideology. That said, I hope that I don’t mean to just highlight art that I agree with morally on a base level or that reinforces my beliefs. In fact, the more an art is able to challenge my pre-existing beliefs and conceptions, there better. Case in point:

This is an album all about while this is an album that celebrates the South that avoids being overly patriotic and jingoistic. In fact, on ‘A Better South’, frontman BJ Barnham not only acknowledges the history of discrimination, he also calls out modern institutions and the boomer generation for still being backwards looking. Rather instead, Barnham wants to celebrate the hardworking values of the south. The rich history of agriculture that can still be lifegiving but even still, he avoids being patronizing of the subject. But what I love most especially is that Barnham isn’t a saint throughout all this. He has his own demons alcohol abuse, and especially in doubting his faithfulness and commitment to his partner when the shadow of his past failed relationships looms over him. Combine all that with rich, organic instrumentation that can both hit hard with the guitars but also be quietly and subtly powerful, and Barnham’s own clenched and reserved anger and passion throughout, it makes for one of the best country albums I heard last year. Absolutely recommended, and hopefully that Better South becomes a reality sooner rather than later.

18. Manger on McNichols by Boldy James and Sterling Toles

I’ve already talked quite a bit about Griselda so why don’t I talk about my favorite release from the group.

Funny thing is is that ‘No One Mourns the Wicked’ was my favorite Griselda release for a while. I ended up loving Manger on McNichols more in the end. The usual Griselda mantra is here: a lot of mature business in dealing coke, street code, relationships with women, but I think there’s two things that puts this above the rest. The first is Boldy James himself. He can be a bit tricky to get used to with his low, matter-of-fact, at times emotionless delivery and a cool, calm, and collected demeanor, similar to 21 Savage or Ka. But like the latter, he’s got a great penchant for detail and storytelling. And he’s got more of a cynical and nihilistic edge to his music. Being more reflective and less openly triumphant allows him to explore more topics with a darker edge, including the story of how he was almost aborted as a baby The other factor that helped tip the scales was Sterling Toles production. It’s got a ton of great experimental moments, with uses of jazz, soul, even 80s R&B on ‘Birth of Bold’. And the way Boldy James rides the beats is also very impressive, with less conventional flows but there’s still a melodic flavor to everything. It’s just a really solid rap release, as I said the best thing Griselda did this year.

17. Palimpest by Lauren Bousfield

So when it comes to any writing about any art in general, I usually don’t like the phrase “x represented this year”. I think it’s cliche, can date the review and the album to that specific year, and doesn’t really spell out properly what makes an album great.

That said if I any album truly felt and reflected what it was like to live in a world of industrial chaos, a planet ravaged by climate change, an overreliance on military power and drones, corporate sloganeering and propaganda, and general corruption in government, a project that really captured the fear and anxiety that I and many felt in 2020, it’s this album. The barely audible vocals behind the crushing industrial aesthetic of this album, acting out as cries and rants against obvious present problems, still clinging onto hope, even for a single child. It’s a tricky album to listen to, not just because of the content, but also for the electronic production as a whole. It is one of the best examples of an “apocalyptic” album that really felt urgent, necessary, and pressured, one of the biggest surprises of last year. If you aren’t keen on industrial music, I can’t say you won’t get as much as I did but just for a listening experience you won’t get anywhere else, highly seek this out. Sometimes, the scariest messages are the most obvious.

16. KiCk i by Arca

Mami, quiere mequetrefe
Ella se lo merece
Mira cómo se crece

And now we have my favorite electronic album of last year, and explaining as to why is really cut and dry. The appeal is basically split into two parts: the first are beautiful, ethereal art pop ballads like Time, No Queda Nada, and especially Afterward with an absolutely gorgeous performance from Björk. They’re stunning, and they capture the euphoria Arca is going through as an open trans woman. And the second being the abrasive, deconstructed club, IDM bangers with Mequetrefe, Rip the Slit, La Chiqui with the late SOPHIE, KLK and Watch which actually sounds like a cut that would’ve been on SHYGIRL’s EP from last year. They hit are, are ridiculously catchy, and yet can still be just as insightful and forward thinking as the quieter ballads on this album. And while it’s easy to compare this to other trans individuals making abrasive, hyperpop music, like SOPHIE or Dorian Electra, the Latin flavor Arca incorporates helps her stand out more. Not just in using Spanish music elements in the compositions, but also in the lyrics: highlighting LGBT Spanish culture and the street language of the community, which is a nice touch when you consider how gendered Spanish is as a language. The album hints at the change that needs to be done and acts like Arca are helping us move towards a more accepting and understanding society towards trans issues.

15. Purple Moonlight Pages by R.A.P. Ferreira

I’ve listened to this album about 5-6 times now, I’ve gone through the lyrics and did my best to analyze them, look for themes…and if I’m being honest, I still don’t fully understand this album. The piecemeal fragments I am able to decipher: meanderings about the meaning of life, poetry, milo’s legacy as an underground rapper, various references to literature and black culture, it’s all fascinating in a labyrinthian kind of way. Hell, truthfully I could probably try and analyze one of the songs on this album for hours, let alone the full 16-17 tracks. And yet like with Boldy James’ album, it’s all held tightly with R.A.P. Ferreira’s literally poetic flows and rhyme schemes, and some great jazzy production courtesy of The Jefferson Park Boys. It is the type of album to listen to at underground clubs around other underground and unknown poets and creators, all there to just revel in the creation of something, even if they don’t understand everything around them.

While the enigmatic core of the album might turn or even annoy people, for me that just adds to it’s charm. A simple rap album full of abstract meandering poetry yet there’s still a sly and wise tint to it all. And of course, some great jazz along the way. Even if you get lost like I did, it’s some fantastic music to get lost to.

14. The Fallen Crimson by envy

I listened to quite a bit of metal albums this year, really getting used to the style of vocals and instrumentation of various metal acts and really learning to love the heaviness of the genre and the flair for the brutality and darkness in the lyrics. Of all the metal albums I listened to, this was by far my favorite, even if it took a while for this to really click.

A Japanese screamo band with showcasing some trulyguttural, primal howling and heavy almost blackgaze instrumentation, and the atmospheric post-hardcore side, with more calm clean singing and some beautiful instrumental passages. The post-hardcore side is easily worth highlighting as this really is some of the most prettiest and even soothing musical passages out of any music project last year, even outside of metal. And yet it was actually the lyrics of this album that truly won me over. The contrast between harmony and destruction isn’t just in the pacing of the album. Once I was finally able to find translations for all the lyrics, I found it to be the central theme. Being able to find and cherish the beauty of life and nature while destructive tendencies, anxieties, depression, and other forces are working against you. The wonderful contrast makes the harsher moments that much more crushing and the peaceful moments that much more euphoric. I can’t really recommend this album if you aren’t into metal and the language barrier might make things harder, but for those willing, I really hope you’re able to see the beauty amongst all the heavy crimson.

13. Daughter by Lydia Loveless

We listen to a lot of music about relationships not working, break-ups, and toxic behavior in general that we’ve gotten numb to it. We tend to forget that these emotions and experiences in real time are the furthest thing from being artistic. Splits are be draining, ugly, and painful for both side, and even then all that emotion and negativity, that social separation, can just feel magnified in the moment. And I don’t think any album in 2020 exemplified that more than Lydia Loveless’ Daughter.

It’s an album detailing her messy divorce and the messy process of it all. Coming to terms with the relationship not working out, the bitter, blind, and spiteful rage at her former partner, the loneliness that accompanies it, and even the fleeting moments of regret; cherishing the good memories and wanting to stay forever. It even leads to even sadder and uglier reflections; wondering what the point of love is, and what’ll be remembered of them when they’re gone. None of it is pretty, nor does it tilt into being overly somber melodrama. And Lydia doesn’t excuse herself from what is happening either, she frames herself as partly being to blame. And it is a draining album but like with Owen and Phoebe Bridgers, it’s also an extremely powerful album. It’s a human album, a side of humanity that’s damages everyone involved, but still a important one to recognize. I feel like this flew under the radar for far too many people, so for country fans and fans of singer-songwriters, please seek this album out. You won’t be disappointed, even if you will be heartbroken by the end.

12. maze by chelmico

‘ve been talking a lot about albums that are depressing, dive into deep themes, or are complex in general. So how bout we take a break and take about an album that’s just so damn fun?

chelmico was one of my favorite discoveries last year. A pair of Japanese rappers with insanely fast flows making fun as hell pop music with a ton of infectious wild energy and great dance grooves. That’s not to say there’s no substance to their music. Once you find translations, there’s actually a bit of clever subtext to the album. With a lot of the album being about the creation of artistic identity; pushing one’s limit to create something unique, the routine that occurs from touring endlessly, and simply dancing to the rhythm of your own beat. There’s actually a bit of tense anxiety to this record but what matters the most is that the music keeps you moving and dancing, and boy does this album ever. Some of the catchiest hooks of last year, and a ton of variety in the instrumental – including a disco-pop song, literally titled ‘Disco (Bad dance doesn’t matter)’ – It’s simply one of the albums I had the most fun listening to last year. If you simply need a record to turn your brain off and have fun, you’re gonna have a great time with this.

11. Lament by Touché Amoré

I mentioned how with Lydia Loveless, she tackled a part of the human experience that isn’t the most pleasant, but we nonetheless need to acknowledge and accept. Take those emotions except remove any person being at play because there’s truly no one to blame when losing a loved one to illness, particularly stage 4 cancer. Death will forever be a painful, cruel, and unfair part of our existence and one of the more interesting things about Touché Amoré’s album is that there’s a stubborn part that refuses to have any acceptance. Throughout the album, as Jeremy Bolm’s does his best to cope with the aftermath of the loss of his mother, even as he becomes invested in raising awareness about cancer, there’s still clearly a part of him still processing and refusing to believe his mother died. Not to mention all of this compounded by other tragedies all around him: his loved ones being screwed out of healthcare thanks to the government, the death of his two pet dogs, and his general depression throughout. And yet, through his pained screamed vocals, he’s still able to find some closure to it all, some hope and love in life worth living for. If my descriptions didn’t spur you into thinking this album was one of the most emotinally affecting and tearing listens, then I suggest you just listen to it yourself. Music like this – for better or for worse – can speak a multitude of complex emotions that words can’t.

10. Set My Heart on Fire Immediately by Perfume Genius

If I’m being perfectly honest, I did not expect this album would end up as high as it did in the end. Not that I was lukewarm on the album when I first gave it multiple listens, because it still would’ve made this list regardless. Mike Hadreas is still a beautifully emotional and evocative performer and songwriter; something about the way he capture intimate sexual experience. It’s not merely the eroticism of the stories, it’s also the shy nervous euphoria – the moments of connection, not just the feeling of being lovestruck, but also the realization a potential bond could be formed, even if it doesn’t last that long or even that he was mistaken. All of the complexity is fully realized in song form.

And yet, something about the album just clicked with me on my last listen. Perhaps despite its length, I’d never realized how lively and dynamic the production moments were on this album. Not just the quiet reflections like ‘Jason’, but the great stab at shoegaze on ‘Describe’, more upbeat moments like ‘Without You’ and ‘On the Floor’, the touches of 80s synth on ‘Your Body Changes Everything’, and the touches of lively instrumentation throughout with harps, guitars, and perfectly timed percussion. All of it snuck up on me in a way I didn’t expect, I didn’t notice it but once I did I enjoyed the album even more than I had. I know length has been the common critique amongst people but I think it’s worth giving this album another listen if you haven’t already. Even for the beautiful piecemeal moments, Mike Handreas captures true love and sexuality more than any artist was able to in 2020 and I think that’s worth sampling immediately.

9. folklore by Taylor Swift

…did you really think I was gonna go this list WITHOUT mentioning Taylor Swift?

By now, folklore and its sister album evermore, have been thoroughly dissected by everyone: Taylor Swift stans, music critics, and even casual music fans. It’s already gone down as one of the biggest female albums – breaking records upon its release, there’ve been countless theories and interpretations shared about the meanings of the songs and the tracklist, and it’s practically reinvented Taylor Swift’s image from the bubblegum popstar she’d been for her entire career, into a “serious musician with indie cred”. And as much as I would like to nitpick and say that yes, both of her albums do run a tad long and there’s not much dynamics in the tracklist, or that Taylor Swift has always been a talented composer and songwriter; and that this album was simply more cohesive and consistent than her other releases, but sometimes it is just fun to go along with the consensus and say this is her best ever album, and one of the best singer-songwriter albums of last year. Sure, the album does run a bit long but when the runtime is filled with all time career highlights: ‘exile’, ‘august’, ‘betty’, ‘mirrorball’, ‘this is me trying’, even ‘cardigan’. The stripped back production from Aaron Desner and Jack Antonoff should also be praised, giving the room for Taylor’s vocals to sound great while also being well composed.

Even now, I’m still discovering new things to love about the album: the story-book sequencing of the album. I’ve also been rotating which songs I love, the great turns of phrase on all 17 songs, how unlike other previous album, folklore actually ends on a downbeat note, it’s just an album I really could talk for hours and hours. I’d recommend it but by now I think most have already listened to it a dozen or more so times…and I think I will to.

8. Reunions by Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit

For these final 9 entries (folklore – onward), I could make an argument for actually being the best album of last year, and with this being my easiest to explain because…it’s a Jason Isbell. He’s still a great writer as ever, being able to be populist yet still progressive in his politics and as heavy and at times on the nose but also honest in his demons and storytelling as well. From the opening of the album, asking what he’s actually done to help those who need help in society, being in the backseat and being supportive of his wife whom lost a friend to suicide, and of course the love songs like ‘Overseas’ and ‘Only Children’ – capturing the nightly vulnerability and anxiety. It’s not precisely new ground but it’s still compelling and engaging nonetheless, partly because Jason Isbell is a natural, down-to-earth performer. The mantra: “It gets easier, but it never gets easy” might go down as one of the subtly brilliant moments of music last year. 

But it’s not just the writing that’s fantastic, the music itself is also wonderful. Beyond the wonderfully expressive and pained vocals, the instrumentation and more alternative country/rock Americana direction is a great fit for the writing and allows Isbell to really belt out with the reverb. It’s simply a solid, smart country release that’s still bold, ambitious, and brave in it’s writing. Now that Jason Isbell is being more listened to by the AAA crowd, I hope he finally get a wider attention that he deserves.

7. Brave Faces Everyone by Spanish Love Songs

I guess the easy picks for this list continue.

Anyone who’s spent time on the internet looking for underground music has heard about this album. Dozens of internet reviewers have praised this album to no end, many of them putting it as their top album of the year. And while it was just short of making the Top 5, all the praise given is well deserved and this album absolutely meets the hype given. It’s fitting an album with a song called ‘Kick’ and with a title asking us to pretend to be brave feels like as brutal as it is. It’s not precisely a heavy album instrumentation wise, though the production does go hard in places and lead singer Dylan Slocum can absolutely howl his lungs off. Even if the lyrics were basic pop punk pablum, this would still be an enjoyable punk release. But as everyone, myself included, has highlighted so much, it’s the songwriting that tips this over the edge.

As I mentioned in my Best Songs list, there’s just devastating honesty in how in confronts modern societal issues. The effects of climate change worsening, a middling economy where it seems no one’s allowed to succeed, the perpetuation of all these problems from the younger generation’s apathy to everything. And yet, like with Jeremy Bolm, despite the tragedy of it all, whether or not it’s out of sheer dumb stubbornness, the band’s still gonna keep fighting. Hope is indeed a radical lifestyle and activism for righteous causes is living dangerously, and they’re still going to do it. Because doing good is the only thing that matters in the end. We’re all people beaten down by the world but we’re gonna put our brave faces on anyway and do make the most out of life.

It’s emotionally powerful and resonant punk music, and from an act that just debuted, for their first swing to be this much of a homerun, it shows brightly what the future of punk could be this decade.

6. RTJ4 by Run the Jewels

And speaking about heavily political music…

There was an interesting thought I saw the other day in a Discord server I’m in, that aside from straightforward songs about loving someone, political lyrics should be avoided when you’re starting to write music. Not for any concern of alienating people of differing views but more out of fear it might age or date the music, especially with any specific references to events. And I perfectly understand that mentality: after all, art can hit and be explosive in the moment but once all that adrenaline fades, will it still be worthy of revisiting.

So with all that said: not only is RTJ4 tragically still relevant and important as it was 6 months ago, just from a music standpoint, it still goes hard as hell and is easily the duos second best project after their acclaimed sophomore effort. As expected, Killer Mike and El-P deliver precise blows to the former administration’s policies: gentrification, caging immigrant children, police brutality, none of it is new…and both men know it. It’s not just about calling out the present problems, in all of their material, both emcees have been smart to realize how long-standing these prejudices in society are. And like the punk and post-hardcore music highlighted on this list, both men also know hope and activism are dangerous, most likely futile choices in life. But where’s the fun in giving in to nihlism? Fuck that, they say!

Like the music of Public Enemy and Rage Against the Machine, Run the Jewels makes the type of angry anthemic music that’ll be just as powerful 20 years from now as it was when it was first dropped in the midst of worldwide protesting against police brutality. Truly music that will never be forgotten and will always have a spot in society, truly a revolution and attitude that will never die, no matter how much those in charge will try to kill it.

5. Fetch the Bolt Cutters by Fiona Apple 

…do I need to say anything else?

Do I even HAVE to say something?

You all know what this album is: already it has gone down as one of the most critically acclaimed albums of all time. It’s appeared on dozens of lists for the best albums of the year, topping a good chunk of them. It’s even gone through the backlash phase of people “not thinking it’s that good”. And…maybe it isn’t all that good. I mean if I’m being honest, this isn’t even my second favorite Fiona Apple album. Surely months after all the critical hype has quieted down, it isn’t as good as it was when it first dropped?    

Well considering the high placement on this list, I think you know the answer to that. Fetch the Bolt Cutters more than lives up to the hype. But before we dive into the lyrics, I think it’s worth pointing out that the instrumentation and Fiona Apple herself are worth praising and are just as eye catching as the songwriting. Fiona really challenges her vocal timbre throughout: every remembers the odd Dolphin laughter of the opener, but the barking howls on song Heavy Balloon and the end of Cosmonauts, the self-harmonizing on ‘For Her’ as well as doing her own backing vocals for various songs, even the stewing venom in her voice on ‘Newspaper’ and ‘Rack of His’. All these tricks add some much need animation and even levity to the album, does the instrumentation. The piano and drum compositions are the standouts, but the ramshackle percussion striking throughout. It’s not as immediately memetic as some of the song on The Idler Wheel… (though ‘Cosmonauts’ and ‘Relay’

And then we have the extremely feminist lyrics calling the sexist system that hurts and traumatizes women in various ways. We obviously have. Being kicked down when told to shut up, unhealthy and unsatisfying married women, even women turning against each other for the sake of their men, being gaslit, becoming trophies, and many more shades of emotional abuse. It’s a viscous cycle of hurt people hurting others – as she says on ‘Relay’: “evil is a relay sport where the one who’s burned turns to pass the torch”.

Like with folklore, I could honestly go on and on about this album and its writing, all the little idiosyncrasies and lyrical moments, I could talk all day but you don’t need me to sing its praises. It’s been showered in praise by nearly everyone that if you haven’t taken a peak, even a little, I honestly don’t know what to say to.

4. Take a Chance on Rock ‘n’ Roll by Couch Slut (massive cw: explicit mentions of rape and sexual assault)

Of all the albums I was going to talk about for this list, this is the one I’ve been thinking the most about what to write about. Based on the content warning I just gave, I think you know why.

Few albums last year really got under my skin, really unnerved me as this half hour of heavy, screaming agony. The heavy crushing instrumentation and production throughout, truly a rushing wall of sound stopping just before every song ends to punch with an even more cacophonous sound. I could talk about the vocals from Megan Osztrosits and how raw, and righteously angry she sounds. I could even talk about the extremely painful lyrics that stuck with me when I first read them, I literally couldn’t listen to any other music that night because the details were just so horrifying.

I could go into more detail…but the truth of it all is that none of that praise matters or is going to alleviate the subject matter of this album. There’s no clever wordplay or turns of phrases to dissect, it’s all pure pain. This album is here to remind us rape is bulls**t and that it is an unforgiveable thing to happen in an unsympathetic world. There is no silver lining from an event as horrible as it is, no recovery arc for Megan, at least not now. There might be the slightest bit of venomous catharsis in calling rapists as well as cops not believing victims “selfish, idiot pigs” but catharsis doesn’t bring closure. She still gets no palpable justice for all of this and there is no growth as a person from all of this. All the more evident by an absolutely closing track.

It’s an album I’m scared to even recommend even lightly because of how explicit the subjects. It is art but it’s the furthest thing from entertainment is little to be entertained especially when it seems like so little of it seems performative or has any sense of artifice. I’m still left shaken even now as to if I like the album beyond the blunt emotion of it all.

If nothing else, no piece of media: music or otherwise, has shaken me to the core, has terrified me as much as this album. Take from that what you will.

3. SAWAYAMA by Rina Sawayama

So for the longest time, I was so sure this was going to be my top album for 2020. As I was finalizing this list, I started second guessing myself as to why. After all, it was just a pop debut with solid pop songs. Sure it was well-produced, well performed, and well written, but it was just pop. It wasn’t all that good, right?

Well one last listen re-affirmed why this is not only one of the best albums of last year, but one of the best pop albums I’ve ever listened to. Make no mistake: this may seem like the typical pop project but especially for her debut album, this is a bold project that immediately establishes Rina as one of the most exciting and interesting acts in music right now. What I love most about her music is the same reason as to why I love about Carly Rae Jepsen’s music so much: simple fun upbeat pop music but isn’t basic and is the farthest thing from being brainless.

It’s actually impressive how despite the bubblegum aesthetic of it all, Rina was able to slide in commentary about commercialism, toxic friendships, cultural appropriation of Japanese culture, depression, systemic societal trauma within the family, even the interlude talks about the human impact on the environment. And all of this with impressive poptimism: not only in that Rina has buckets of natural charisma and unique personality as a vocalist, but also in paying tribute to pop music. The way she uses the pop music imagery of the 2000s – with the obvious Britney Spears and Christine Aguillera influence, but also the touches of nu-metal on STFU! and Akasaka Sad, the way Who’s Gonna Save You actually sounds like a live concert, how Chosen Family and Tokyo Love Hotel sound strikingly similar to old karaoke waiting music, and all of this with some of the catchiest hooks of the year. This album is simply a dopamine rush to listen to, and fascinating to dissect aka the best type of dance pop that should be in the mainstream right now. 

There are a ton of acts right now shaping to be decade defining for pop and I can hope that Rina is up there with acts getting hits right now. With her imagination and creativity, I can only imagine how good pop music in the 2020s is gonna sound like.

2. Shape & Destroy by Ruston Kelly

The reason this album is quite is actually because of very personal reasons which I shall get into in a little bit. Rest assured though, even if I didn’t have a personal connection with this album, this would still be in my top 10 albums of this year.

I had heard good things about Ruston Kelly heading into this album but I wasn’t expecting it would hit this hard. Like with Spanish Love Songs, Jason Isbell, and Touche Amore, it’s an album all about confronting past demons and still being able to keep your head afloat. The aftermath of his divorce from Kacey Musgraves looms heavy amidst seasonal bouts of depression and alcohol abuse. Ruston’s immediately rasp not only sells the pain, but never to the point of being overly somber or melodramatic. It feels human, earned but above all else humble in its presentation. And for a country release, it’s amazingly atmospheric: there’s an damp, cold cavernous aura to the songs, so much so that he even finds a way to make trap snares work! Trap snares in a country song and it’s good! And it works because it fits the suffocated and trapped feeling of being in a cage of your own design. Even as the first song tries to be upbeat and wild, Ruston comes down – barely clinging on to hope even as the desire to give up seems so tempting. Which makes all the moments of brevity, of light and especially the closer “Hallelujah”, feel even more victorious. That the light was achieved in the end.

But I think I should get to why this was my second favorite album of last year and that comes with personal baggage of strap in. 2020 was obviously a shit year but personally throughout the year, it felt like I was making progress. I had made a ton of friends through classes, forums, and even playing games. I had learned I was on the spectrum and read up on proper social techniques and etiquette. I had a fixed schedule where I was exercising and reading books regularly. I had even gotten more confident with my self-image.

Yet towards the end of the year, before Christmas Eve in fact, something suddenly felt off. I suddenly started doubting myself, wondering what I was doing with my life and what I would do with it. Suddenly after a year of progress, I felt like I had fallen back to square one for no reason. I felt worthless. And so, as I started to fall back into my depression, while listening through my back catalog for the year-end lists, this album clicked with me like no other album did. Hearing someone say “I’m still alive” and “It’s almost over, brighter days will come”, that out of the rubble and destruction around you, even if it’s by your design, you can still make something out of it. I suddenly felt like someone understood part of my pain. 

Now obviously that’s my personal experience and you may not have the same experience I do. That said this is still an incredible touching, moving album, with a lot of soul, heart, and empathy put into it, and hands down, one of the best country albums I’ve ever heard. And while I don’t think every country album needs to be this, it really shows the potential the genre has: that an album this moving can come from a medium typically mocked as being corny and old-fashioned. For an album to be this resonant is an achievement all it’s own, regardless of genre. It simply is great music you need to hear.

1. Visions of Bodies Being Burned by clipping.

And it wasn’t going to be anything else.

There is A LOT to talk about when it comes to this album, I don’t even know where to begin.

I could talk about how the album lovingly pays tribute to horror movies like Scream, The Blair Witch Project, Candyman, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, as well as other horror cliches like poltergeists, Ouija boards, even the madness of C’thulu is used. But clipping. aren’t simply using the iconography of classic horror movies. Like good sequels and adaptations, they building upon the base of them; really dissecting and using the tropes to (pun intended) ghoulish effect, especially when guest stars like Ho99o9 and Cam & China play great frightening side characters to the sotries. And speaking of horror elements, I could talk about how gore is utilized in the album: there’s obviously fun exploitation to be had in reveling in the violence but it isn’t all mindless slaughter and carnage. Like good horror, they’re still a human element at the core of it all which makes all the terror even more frightening.

And building on top of that, I could talk about the furious politics interlaced throughout. Daveed Diggs’ agenda was pronounced on There Existed an Addiction to Blood but here, it’s even more stark. With the victims of racist murders haunting not just their killers but society as well, how their names will forever be echoed as a dark stain against American culture and history. And of course, I could talk about the mind-blowing production William Hutson and Jonathan Snipes. From sampling creepy sounds like floorboard creeks, rusty hooks, old lights rattling, even sampling real EMP audio of ghosts and playing ambient nature sounds of a haunted park for the final track.But it’s far from an over-the-top spectacle: like the lyrics, there’s texture to the production. The alien-like synths, some of the loudest percussion beats this year, it’s al devilish fun to listen to. And of course, Daveed Diggs still being able to ride the beats inhumanely. I can even talk about how despite the harshness of the content and aesthetic of the music is, this is perhaps clipping.’s catchiest album to date, with some amazing hooks on ‘Pain Everyday’, ‘Enlacing’, ‘Say the Name’, and ‘Looking Like Meat’.

More than all of that, the reason this is by far my favorite album of 2020 is that out of every album released last year, this project truly felt like a vision was fully realized and without compromised. It’s a love letter to the medium while also being wholly original, creative, and boundary pushing for hip-hop. And yet even now, I still feel like there’s still parts of this album I’ve yet to discover and be in awe of. 

Even if you are not a fan of experimental hip-hop, even if you don’t like horrorcore or even if you don’t care for horror in general, I implore you seek this album out. Just for an experience you won’t ever forget, I think this deserves your ears and your attention.

It’s the best album of 2020 by a country mile and I reckon in 10 years when we look upon the 2020s in terms of music, I’m still going to be marking out on this album as one of the best ever. Truly, this is as a landmark and accomplishment in music.

Top 50 Songs of 2020

It’s finally here. 

2020 is in the driver’s seat and thank God! I think no one will disagree with saying last year SUCKED and I don’t need to elaborate why. And yet, if I’m being honest, there were actually a lot of silver linings that happened last year. Most importantly, more than any year of my life, I listened to a lot of music this year: over 200+ albums and hundreds and hundreds of individual songs. I discovered artists and genres I never thought I’d get in to. And I got more engaged in the music listening community on forums and servers. And now, after a long and arduous year in the making, I’ve finally decided on what my favorite songs of last year were. The songs that made the biggest impact on me and helped me get me through all the shit that happened over the last 12 or so months.

In terms of what a single is: any song that was released ahead of an album release or was given an music video is a single in my eyes. Of my two lists though, this was the hardest to put together: mostly because while I listened to a lot of music, a big factor of this list is how much I returned to individual songs outside of albums. Certain tracks hit harder because of their placement in tracklists but unless I went back to the albums in full, a songs missed the list. And because replayability is such a big factor for me in determining my favorite songs of the year, my enjoyment of certain songs varied from week to week. Overplay lead to songs being down more than I expected while some songs grew on me in ways I did not expect. Even until formatting this list, the positions were subject to change! Lastly is that I have a rule of one song per artist. There was a lot of great music released by a variety of artists and across both lists and I want to highlight as many of them as possible. 

50. WHATS POPPIN by Jack Harlow

This is the catchiest rap song I heard all year, and I don’t mean that hyperbolically. It’s rare when I know every line of a song, let alone a rap song, but this is one where I’ve memorized every line. Sure, it helps that’s only one verse and the hook twice, but when the flow is this catchy, the instrumental with it’s piano loop doesn’t overstay its welcome – unlike the remix, and Jack Harlow’s sly charisma. And the lyric “Dark haired bitch and she look like Shego“: classic

49. ROUGH 7 by JPEGMAFIA feat. Tommy Genesis

JPEGMAFIA released a ton of singles last year of them all, I did not expect this one would be my favorite. This was one of the least liked singles JPEGMAFIA released last year and I can understand why as it is very lowkey. Unlike other JPEGMAFIA songs, it’s not so much about in-your-face manic energy, this song is rather more about the low, simmering atmosphere beneath the surface with the Brandy sample giving it such a seductive vibe that I love. And for once it’s not Peggy who’s the star of the show but Tommy Genesis. The sample really helps give her this dominant, sexual aura around that I love. I’ve been aware of her rather blunt sexual trap sound for awhile and this is one of best performances I’ve ever heard and I really hope she continues this route. Again, I understand if it doesn’t hit as hard of other Peggy songs but once you dig in to the vibe, you can help but be roughed up.

48. Look the Other Way by Katie Pruitt

Potential spoiler for the rest of this list but you won’t see a lot of “protest songs” on this list. Now don’t get me wrong, a lot of them were really good, especially in June in light of movements like BLM…but that’s also my issue with them. As we’re starting to move towards small progress, a lot of their impact gets muted and doesn’t hold the same punch as when they were first released. Again, many were very good – and I much prefer these songs than the cynical “charity” songs released or songs directly addressing the pandemic, but as I said earlier, a big factor of this list is replayability and if I don’t return to this songs after all the anger had died down, then they don’t make this list.

That said, there are two protest songs that I think went above & beyond and are still as powerful as when they were first released, and this is the first one. Katie Pruitt has been one of the breakout stars this year, in my opinion. Just such a powerfully progressive voice in country music and while songs like Normal and Expectations are fantastic cuts, it’s this that really spoke out to a real anger. Yes, there are shots at the former president of the United States – especially a nice nod to his photo op – but more than anything it’s talking to those on the sidelines. Nihilists and doomers who’ve given up changing anything and who’re content to say “that’s the way it is” as opposed to trying to make even incremental change. Essentially it’s a righteous middle finger to both those who abuse power and those who perpetuate them by not doing anything, and it strikes a similar chord to when The 1975 released ‘People’: frustrated and angry and even bleak, but still offering hope and unity nonetheless. Sometimes, saying “we want peace and love” are the right things to say.

47. Ms. California by Beach Bunny

It’s a bit difficult to explain why Beach Bunny does so much for me because on the surface, she’s making rather simple pop rock material. And yet as I’ll show across both my lists, sometimes simplicity is all you need, especially when you’ve got solid and catchy melodies, especially a fun poppy hook, and Lili Trifilio being able to sell youthful and adolescent yearning for a guy ignoring all her advances, without being irritating or cliché. If you’re in an emo pop rock crowd and are looking for artists adjacent to beabadoobee, Soccer Mommy, and Snail Mail, this should satisfy your craving.

46. Oh How We Drift Away by Weyes Blood

It’s been great to see that even in a year where she didn’t release any proper material, Natalie Mering has still been making moves after a great 2019: being an various albums, including the Killers’ last album, and basically stealing the show Tim Heidecker’s latest album, being on most of the tracks and closing out the album with this stunning, quiet, and beautiful piano ballad. All about the friends we drift away from naturally in life, whether it be from age, location, or even changing a little as people, it hits the exact right tone this topic deserves: bittersweet, mournful, even a bit tragic we can never reclaim that magic we had…but still appreciating that it happened anyway. And like the best songs on Natalie’s own album, she sounds great even as she fades out and the music becomes more elegant and orchestral. It’s a great showcase that Natalie is here to stay and we’re all the better for it.

45. xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx (Remix) by 100 gecs feat. Tommy Cash and Hannah Diamond

Now for the longest time, the 100 gec representative was going to be Dorian Electra’s remix of gec 2 Ü, but while I eventually went with this, both would’ve been here for the same reasons. Both are improvements upon the original in both writing and composition. Both showcase the meme-factor of the gecs while still showing a genuine love for pop music. Both have parts that took time to grow on me, in this case Tommy Cash’s Pitbull-isms and their verse finally grew on me upon my latest listen of the album. And at the end of the day, both are a ton of fun. I expect to see more of Dylan Brady and Laura Les on lists like these going forward, especially if they’re more pop like this.

44. One Night Standards by Ashley McBryde

For awhile, I really thought this was going to be my favorite country song of the year. I remember hearing this for the first time and being stunned at how bold Ashley McBryde was in her writing, and I got even more excited when it actually got a push from Nashville radio! The writing is the star of the show: I love how honest she is in painting a picture of a quick one night stand, where both of them think they need this…and there’s a sense both of them know they’re going to end up more miserable even more. Sour and rather black for a country song, but it’s not melodramatic either because she’s able to sell the earnestness in her voice. Now it’s cooled down on me since I first heard it back in January but it’s still a fantastic song and with country becoming bigger than it has in over a decade and with her also having major label backing, I can’t wait for Ashley McBryde to be heard by even more people.

43. Don’t Stop by Megan Thee Stallion feat. Young Thug

Wow! Just wow, what a banger! Jokes aside, the first minute of this song, I would easily say is a career best for Megan. The demented and harsh synths that sound like if P.C. Music made a trap song, Megan’s flow and wordplay that’s so dominant and nasty, and the hook which is Megan’s best chorus to date. So with all that praise, why isn’t this higher?

Well honestly, Young Thug doesn’t exactly match the Megan’s energy and doesn’t flow as well against the harsh production, maybe a tighter flow or voice would’ve helped, and even Megan’s second verse don’t quite hit as hard as her first verse. That, and Megan would have another starmaking performance on another song that’s coming soon…but in the meantime, yeah, this incredible and shows a bright future for Ms. Stallion.

42. FRANCHISE by Travis Scott feat. Young Thug and M.I.A.

I’m actually a bit sad this hit number one when chart watchers were expecting otherwise, because without that stigma of gaming sales to top the charts only to be forgotten a week later to the annoyance of chart nerds such as myself, I think this is easily Travis’ best song since the best of ASTROWORLD. The verses and lyricism might not be as tight as his best but the energy of the track is wild, I can see this doing amazing live. Young Thug though has his best verse in awhile, not just flow-wise and playing off the hard bass but also in his bars. I’m even one of the few who’ll defend M.I.A.’s verse, I think she adds some color and weird energy to the track and her flow is a lot sharper than detractors will give her credit. I really think once it’s stigma as an overly manipulated and calculated number one goes away, this will be looked at as the trap banger that it is.

41. Bittersweet by Lianne La Havas

I mean…I feel like there’s not much I can add nor should I add. Lianne La Havas has already been praised across the board by everyone who’s listened to one of her songs that me saying her voice is beautiful or that the instrumentation is beautifully organic or that the writing is subtly nuanced, feels like I’m saying “2+2=4”. The music speaks for itself and if you’re still wondering why Lianne La Havas has been on so many lists including mine, I’d suggest going out and just listening to her material. R&B this good doesn’t need much explaining.

40. Delete Forever by Grimes

I don’t know how Grimes does but even when she puts out underwhelming music or projects, she still finds as way to make it on to my lists of my favorite songs of the year. This is the third year in a row she did this and while this isn’t better than ‘We Appreciate Power’ or ‘My Name is Dark’, this still a pretty good song. Grimes has flirted with acoustic guitars before on cuts like California and here the chipper summer vibe is countered by the lyrics. They create an atmosphere of the hot, slow sun eating away as you fall deeper into demons and even lose friends to opioid addiction. It’s a surprisingly dark song, one of the more difficult songs to return to because of how bleak it all feels but it’s one but still a rather beautiful nonetheless, especially when the banjos and strings come on. It’s difficult to know where Grimes will go next – especially with all the attention she gets dating HIM – but whatever weird direction she goes next, I’m looking forward to what lasts forever.

39. Sweet by Porridge Radio

Now if you a song that’s both gritty in both content and composition, Porridge Radio should satisfy your need. Both a great throwback to 90s grunge and a good opener to their album – one of the best cuts on their album even – it’s a simple straightforward roar back at all the expectations frontwoman Dana Margolin has gotten from society. Accompanied by blasts of noisy guitars, Margolin is the star of the show. Her delivery and writing full of British bite, sarcasm, and cynicism, yet there’s still a sultry, seductiveness to the song, almost tempting you to join her in the true sweetness of life. Maybe perhaps, it might actually as sweet as she sarcastically says.

38. Trust Nothing But Love by Haru Nemuri

Haru Nemuri is a very difficult artist to get into. Between the wild genre experimentation, the rapid spoken-word delivery, and the abstract poetic writing, she definitely does not make music for everyone; she can seem a bit to obtuse. And yet, there’s such a wild sense of ambition and creativity in her work that even when I don’t completely understand it (even after I find translations of the lyrics), I can’t help but respect it. This was my favorite song of her latest EP: the J-rock sounding guitars, with the twinkling keys, the subtle bass, and especially the great drum work throughout the song, and Haru Nemuri’s fast delivery all create this frantic, stressful energy that make this more than just a simple love song, especially when Nemuri starts growling to a surprisingly effective moment. And once you translate the lyrics: a desire to find and cherish love while filled with anxiety and seeing love as the only part of existence worth caring about, it’s complex yet the charisma and wild energy make it even more populist and universal. Again, not for everyone but for those willing, I hope you give this a shot.

37. SOUL LADY by YUKIKA

I mentioned earlier that sometimes doing the simple things effectively can be enough and when you have a genre as simple as city pop, a singer as naturally charismatic as Yukika Teramoto, and enough pretty nightly atmosphere to the city sound like so much fun – I have even less to say…but that doesn’t mean I enjoy it even less. Again, it might be a simple song but when it’s music this luscious and pretty yet fun at the same time, I don’t see why that should be a bad thing.

36. 1985 by Freddie Gibbs and the Alchemist

And speaking of doing the simple things right, you could make an argument both Freddie Gibbs and the Alchemist have made countless songs like this. Hell especially in 2020, I heard a lot of cocaine rap songs produced by The Alchemist thanks to Griselda. And yet every time I think I’m done with Freddie Gibbs or thinks he needs to evolve, the reasons why he’s lasted this long come back: his effortless charisma, the great flow against the electric guitars, the bars to The Last Dance and Tiger King that somehow don’t feel dated even now, and just the fun both men are having on this track. If you’re tired of this style and song, I understand…but I’m not sick of the coke just yet.

35. Midnight Sky by Miley Cyrus

I’m a bit scared to put this song on my list, not because it’s a guilty pleasure or that I dislike Miley Cyrus but because it’s the type of song I know, given Miley’s track of changing genres with every album and a lack of solid identity at this point, it’s the type of song she will never make again. Because yeah, this is easily one of Miley’s best ever songs. The matured grit in her voice, the pulsating 80s groove, and one of Miley’s best ever hooks, again it’s the type of lightning in a bottle we’ll never see again, or at least not consistently, but since it is here: Miley’s never lit up the sky so brightly as this song

34. DAMN DANIEL by Bree Runway and Yung Baby Tate

This is just one of those cases where there’s just so much to love, it’s hard to know where to begin. The 80s hip-hop beat with the sharp snares and synths – plus the music video and the costumes, Bree Runway and Yung Baby Tate’s fun chemistry – with Tate having my favorite verse of the two, the great hook – especially the final one where they start harmonizing together, and even the fact they managed to make a reference to a cringey meme from four years ago work and be funnier than the meme itself. Both Yung Baby Tate and Bree Runway have been promising talents for some times now – Bree released a good debut album last year – and the fact this came out of nowhere and yet felt effortlessly fun and infectious, proves both are female rappers to look out for and keep an eye on in the future.

33. Limelight by Touché Amoré

If we were looking for the flip side of fun however…

The best why I can describe this song is “teeth bitingly” good. Everything from Jeremy Bolm’s strained, tired, and confused delivery feels like being forced to confront the sadness around. Not only in dealing with the aftermath of the death of his mother to cancer, but also the death of his two family dogs, as well as the government’s incompetence in dealing with healthcare. It’s angry for sure, but there’s a sense he can’t get too angry either.  For as tired as he is of all the shit that has happened in his life, he’s gotta push through…even if there’s a part of him that doesn’t want to. As I said, it’s a song that feels sung through grit teeth, a stew of unpleasant emotions. And yet, between the gorgeous instrumentation backed by the Manchester Orchestra, it also never goes too far in being too uncomfortable or unpleasant to re-visit. And in a year full of unpleasant emotions we just had to go through, a song like this spoke levels.

32. Terminal 着 (Chaku)、即 (Soku) Dance by chelmico

I mentioned anxiety earlier when talking about Haru Nemuri but if you want a more fun, more digestible Japanese music that’s still full of vibrant anxiety, look no further than chelmico. This is a song all about the stress that comes from touring and travelling – and how it’s starting to become it’s own song and dance routine. And yet despite how tired they are, they’re still having so much fun being weird and artistic. The instrumentation is colorful- with the tropical synths, clap beat and little cute details of transportation sound effects such as airplanes and ambulance alarms, and Rachel Watashiga and Mamiko Suzuki flows sound great, bouncing off each other’s energy and capping it off with a really great chorus. Once the lockdown is over, that wherever the terminal takes them next, these two get the audience size they deserve for how talented they are.

31. On the Floor by Perfume Genius

For all the insecurity and doubt peppered through Perfume Genius’ latest album, my favorite moment is one that gives the album a proper moment of respite and genuine intimate joy in being in love, pure euphoria not reliant on sex, and a relationship of complete understand. Mike Hadreas is such an expressive singer that while there’s still hesitation on his part, he’s still reveling in this bewildering moment. And despite the 5 minute run-time – which is why it’s not higher as I don’t tend to revisit it often, it doesn’t drag or feels long, mostly thanks to Hadreas’ delivery and the thick rubbery bass, and especially that beautiful bridge. With this being his most critically acclaimed album yet, I don’t know where Perfume Genius will go next…but whatever, it is I can’t wait.

30. Violent Sun by Everything Everything

I think it says how miserable this year was that straight-up apocalyptic songs felt rather tired and tedious. Now themes of the world ending have been played up for awhile, but songs like ‘If the World was Ending’ of ‘It’s Not the End of the World’, at best were boring and trite and at worse, only further deepened the anxiety I was having.

And so unironically – but fitting with how mad this year was – the best song to talk about the world ending was one that embraced the end of it all. It fits in a similar mold as Kero Kero Bonito’s ‘When the Fires Come’: dancing with your partner as you accept the unavoidable effects of climate change but still doing your best to whatever life is left. Although I’d say this is better song: with a stronger groove and Jonathan Higgs sounding genuinely jubilant dancing with his partner as the sun consumes them all. And while you could look at this as rather having a rather defeatist and doomer mentality – and it is, to an extent – it’s still using that fresh perspective to call action. The labeling of “lunatics” those who’ve perpetuated lunatics or CEOs who’ve exacerbated the effects of climate change for personal change: it’s a motif that runs throughout the album. And while not new or groundbreaking, it still felt comforting to hear someone call out the bullsht of governments regarding climate action yet still have a lifted spirit in doing so. Sometimes, the easiest thing to do can feel so satisfying.

29. My Own Soul’s Warning by The Killers

I mean even people like I me, who didn’t really like that recent Killers album can contest this is one of the best songs on that album – a great opener to add – and probably one of their best singles ever. An amazing heartland rock power anthem looking towards the west and searching for that greater meaning in life. It’s campy and over the time but not only is anchored by an amazing hook, Brandon Flowers continues to be one of the most charismatic frontmen in rock. Being able to sell earnest yearning and his sudden Eureka moment with his impassionedhowls. It’s an amazing surge of energy that I wish more of the album had tapped into but like in the song, for a fleeting moment everything seemed so clear and perfect.

28. Karaté by YELLE

I had this song on repeat for days, singing the repeated mantra of

“Comment t’es sur le tatami quand t’es pas caché, quand t’as pas d’amis

Ton kimono est un pyjama, ton kimono est un pyjama”.

It’s so hypnotic in the best way possible, taking the whole ‘love is a battlefield’ theme rather literally as YELLE describes her relationship as a karate match: a fight of equals or a fight to see dominance, it’s not made clear and yet than tension is what gives this song it’s edge. And especially a groovy dance beat that add another layer of the dancefloor: is this a battle between two people who are just looking for a quick one night stand…or is there more to their conquest. Either way, it’s an underrated gem that’s gone far too ignored and I hope that changes in the future. 

27. Lifetime by Romy

If there was ever a song that felt muscled into greatness it was this one. Now don’t get me wrong, this is a good song: a decent grooves, vibe, and lyrics but I feel what really helps this song is Romy Croft. She’s been one of my favorite singers for a while now with standout performances in The xx as well as stealing the show on Jamie xx’s album with ‘Loud Places’ and here she really showcases why. Even for a simple dance track, she just has such effortless charisma. Similar to Carly Rae Jepsen’s Run Away With Me or if we’re looking to another dance classic Whitney Houston’s How Will I Know, it’s a song that simply makes falling in love sound like the best thing in the world, so joyful and so much fun. It’s not the most challenging song in the world, especially in comparison to the best work of The xx, but if this is what Romy’s work is like on autopilot and playing it safe, gotta say: looking forward to hearing that album, if it ever comes out.

26. After Hours by The Weeknd 

This was a bit of a shock for me as for the longest time, this was in my Top 10. But after one more listen to the album, I found that it does drag a bit with the beat change and the excitement of a return to the Trilogy sound wore off after awhile. But with that said, this is still top tier for the album alongside ‘Heartless’ and ‘Escape from LA’. The proper climax of the album and just like with Starboy before this, it’s a moment of slow, sober realization that he needs real love and he wants her…before he bleeds out and the cycle of hedonism presumably repeats again. And for as muted as it’s impact is now compared to when it first drop, that callback to ‘Twenty Eight’ is still brilliant and one of his smartest moments yet. And Illangelo back on production was also a welcome return, with the clattering percussion loop creating a great ominous atmosphere and the outro with the twinkling keys being beautiful. Although admittedly, Abel sounds better on this beat with this lower register than going into his higher for the beat switch. It’s a sign that even with almost a decade under his belt and for as formulaic as his material can get, The Weeknd isn’t out of tricks just yet.

25. LEAVING HELL by R.A.P. Ferreira

This is by far the most relaxed and most chill song on the list, almost deceptively lowkey at points. The smooth but organic and most importantly textured jazz sound courtesy of the Jefferson Park Boys, especially the way the horns and string samples are chopped up and that drum break down. All the while R.A.P. Ferreira’s smooth and literally poetic flow, rapping about finding purpose in life through art, all the while recognizing the limitations of his success as an underground, cult artist. There’s a nice gentle humility in being content but still pushing yourself artistically, and that could easily be a bit sleepy or a bit self-centered but the great jazz and poetry help keep it all focused. This is definitely an acquired taste, like all jazz and poetry, but it R.A.P. Ferreira did help the year feel less like hell, and I’m grateful for that.

24. Spotlight by Jessie Ware

Y’know for all the pop crossovers of disco this year, Jessie Ware proved that you don’t have to be flashy or over the top to make great disco. And while the groove is good here, I think really sets this above the rest is the atmosphere of the track. It’s simmering, it’s seductive, but more importantly it’s full of tension. There’s a good slight hesitation in Jessie’s voice and in the lyrics yearning for the moment on the dancefloor to last more than the one night…and yet that nervousness doesn’t takeover too much. There’s still a control of the situation, she isn’t strung along too much. It’s that balance that makes this song so sexy, and with some great synths and drum work, shows that Jessie’s take on disco might be more forward thinking than folks give her credit.

23. PIG FEET by Denzel Curry and Terrace Martin feat. feat. Daylyt, Kamasi Washington, and G Perico

And here we have the best protest song of the year bar none. While it’d be easy to just say given all the protests that happened not just in the U.S. but in other countries as well, an anthem this powerful was needed but as I said earlier when talking about ‘Look the Other Way’, the best protest songs transcend the moments in time they were released. Denzel Curry and Daylyt’s furiously angry bars, Britney Thomas’ all too real spoken word skits, the great jazz production from Terrace Martin and Kamasi Washington especially the horns: it’s all fast and furious but not malformed anger. It’s the sort of vengeful decry of racism I haven’t seen in rap (outside of Run the Jewels) since Kendrick Lamar’s The Blacker The Berry, and it’s the sort of song that unfortunately might be relevant even five or ten years from now. And while we can hope things get better, change starts with a little anger and a fire.

22. Jesus Christ 2005 God Bless America by The 1975

Y’know for as much praise as I’ve seen for ‘If You’re Too Shy (Let Me Know)’ – which is also a really good song – I think the undisputed diamond in the malformed rough that was the recent 1975 was the stunningly beautiful and heartbreaking duet with Phoebe Bridgers. It’s a mostly quiet and solemn acoustic song all about being gay, all while contemplating your own Christian beliefs in relation to your sexuality and  whileliving in a heavily religious conservative household. And for as depressing as the song is, there’s still a moment of light: finding value in one’s identity in religion and sexuality and believing they will grow, something beautiful can sprout from them. It’s genuinely touching and powerful song, easily one of their best ever songs, and shows than when Matty Healy can just get out of his own way, he can make truly stunning pieces like this.

21. The Box by Roddy Ricch

It was the song I listened to the most from last year, of course it was going to be on this list. And while it’s cooled on me a bit thanks to overplay, my God does this still hit hard. The ‘eeh-err’ backed production was a meme sure, but there’s real swell behind the orchestra looped as the base of the instrumentation. And Roddy’s flow – especially on the second verse where he has the best bars – is impeccable. It’s just unbelievably catchy the way it transitions from bar to bar: calling himself a presidential candidate and putting a target on Zimmerman, and saying fuck 12, fuck SWAT is just awesome. And yeah, this blocking Bieber from the top spot was also legendary. But at the end of the day, a song with this much swagger doesn’t need further analysis. It bangs, and that’s all that matters.

20. THE BADDEST by K/DA feat. (G)I-DLE, Bea Miller, and Wolftyla

I’ve talked about a lot of straightforward bangers in this list and I don’t want to keep sounding like a broken record when I talk about “doing the basics” right. But for songs so simple in their appeal and so straightforward in their compositions, that when you listen to a songs like them, even when they’re wildly beloved – and I’ve already shared many examples on this list, you come to a point as to what can you do to really stand out?

So when I come here and say that THE BADDEST – a song from a virtual girl group created mostly as a marketing tool by League of Legends –  that this is one of the best electronic bangers I’ve heard not only this year, but of the 2010s, I’m not mincing words. There’s just so much synergy between the parts creating so much force: Soyeon’s wild verse that shows she’s one of the best Korean female rappers right now, Bea Miller sounding better than ever and with one of the best hooks of her career, Miyeon’s welcome pre-chorus, and most of all the wild dubstep-esque production courtesy of Sebastien Najand. Just the way the whoopingsynths, trap snares, and thick rubbery bass collides with each others, it’s just so crazy I love it. And yeah, part of this might just be my love for Skrillex and that classic dubstep sound but if there’s a way to bring back that sound without neutering it, and especially in comparison to vanilla bland EDM that’s saturated pop for the last 5 years, this feels like such a breath of fresh air. And unlike other songs on this list, even when I get tired of playing this song, coming back to just feels me up with so much energy. It’s packs such a punch that even if K/DA never makes a song as good as this ever again, for one moment, the wild collaborative energy that is K/DA’s motto came together spectacularly.

19. Pac-Man by Gorillaz feat. ScHoolboy Q

Y’know as someone who’s been a bit a defender of Gorillaz’ recent output as going a new direction and who will even hold Humanz as their best release since their return (yes, even more so than Song Machine), I think it does feels good to have a taste of that classic Gorillaz sound again. And there were a lot of Gorillaz songs to choose from this year: ‘Desole’ and ‘Pink Phantom’ were actually really close to making this list, but I went with this instead as it brings to mind the best rap collabs of Gorillaz’ career and while it doesn’t have the manic energy of ‘Dirty Harry’ or the cool attitude of ‘Clint Eastwood’ or ‘November Has Come’, what it does have are psychedelic vibes with the bass and synths that do bring to mind arcade Pac-Man machine, and the classic Gorillaz paranoia. The atmosphere of feeling off as you start to feel trapped and perhaps being a bit too high for you’re own good…and then ScHoolboy comes in and steals the show with his best work since Blank Face. He just sounds so re-energized with tight flows but also still honest in his reflections in his come-up, as he’s actually grounds the song in human struggle and the real fear he could wind back in the streets and crime. It’s a great moment of reality in the strange demented world of Gorillaz and while that craziness can be a bit intimidating, it’s also makes for amazing music.

18. Running Red Lights by The Avalanches feat. Rivers Cuomo and Pink Siifu

I’m actually surprised how much I this song grew on me and how much I ended up loving this song so much. Not that I was expecting to dislike this – although I can comfortably say this is the best thing Rivers Cuomo has done in a while – nor is it particularly weird or strange. On the surface: it seems like a rather naïve and sentimental love song, youthful in the infatuation. But that’s the key phrase: on the surface. With context of the album: it becomes a moment of victory and momentary jubilation. An all about coming to terms with a break-up, this being placed after the storm clouds have cleared and the mind is starting to clear, it makes for a powerful moment. All of this lynch-pinned by Pink Siifu’s short but powerful refrain “The light of my life is going out tonight In a pink champagne Corvette. The light in my life is going out tonight without a flicker of regret”. Both Rivers and Pink still show melancholy and even fear of moving on without this person, but they’ve learned to not revolve around this person. anymore, there’s sunshine after all this time. Not to mention the beautiful tribute to David Berman “Fly out into space, listen to the music. The stars are making without a flicker of regret” And yet, even without that context: it’s still an subtly powerful love song, with Rivers Cuomo sounding great and with great crescendos, especially Rivers’ final verse. It reminds me a lot of ‘Dreams’ by The Cranberries. And when I’m comparing you to one of my favorite songs of all time, that’s praise that shouldn’t be taken lightly.

17. WAP by Cardi B feat. Megan Thee Stallion

I mean…did you really think I was going to go this list without mentioning WAP?

I don’t know what’s left to say as somehow, WAP has gone on to be the most critically acclaimed songs of last year: not just making several publications list but being named the best song of 2020 by Pitchfork, Rolling Stone, and NPR of all companies. And yeah, it is a bit ridiculous that THIS was the song to garner so much acclaim and there is a part of me that thinks everyone is overrating this – and this is coming from a Cardi fan, mind you…but on the other hand, yeah I can’t help how much I love this song and how this is one of the best written songs of the year. And no, I don’t mean that ironically: both Megan and Cardi have amazing chemistry between each other and the lines they have are hilarious. For a while, Cardi had my favorite lines in the song, with “I want you to touch that lil’ dangly thing that swing in the back of my throat” and “I want you to park that big Mack truck tight in this little garage” still putting a smile on my face, but a lot of Megan’s lines have also grown on me. Not only does she have the best flows on this song, but especially her second verse with the lines “Your honor, I’m a freak bitch, handcuffs, leashes” and “If he ate my ass, he’s a bottom feeder. Big D stand for big demeanor” just being so awesome. And again, I get if you find this song overrated or not funny, I completely understand. But as one of the few songs that not only was funny months later, but continued to get better, as I got into the flows and the catchy beat, and shows how underrated both Cardi and Megan are in terms of having buckets of charisma and clever wordplay, I just had a ton of fun with this.

16. Levitating by Dua Lipa 

A bit of a side-story here: for my New Year’s celebration, I actually wanted it so that the crescendo of the final chorus hit at exactly midnight. I timed it perfectly so much so that we did our own countdown and the moment was amazing, and about the closest experience I got to going wild when a song came on in a year where we couldn’t go outside normally. And that chorus and crescendo really is the best thing about this song: not only have I never gotten tired of it even after countless listens, it’s one of the most propulsive hooks of the year that even in isolation, it was still as powerful as if it we’re played at a concert; it is one of the best escapist songs of the year. It’s simple pop that isn’t dumbed down or stupid. It’s a great throwback to disco while still doing it’s own thing and allowing Dua to showcase her personality and charisma. It;s her best song since Hotter Than Hell and one of the best straightforward dance hits of the year, a pop song that actually makes me want to dance. I can only hope that the quarantined ends soon because seeing this live or at a club will be a moment of joy I’d love to experience.

15. everything i wanted by Billie Eilish

Looking back at the success of this song, I’m a bit shocked it was as massive as it was, even if it’s from Billie Eilish. It reminds me a lot of when I saw Tove Lo’s ‘Habits (Stay High)’ was a hit as well (remix or otherwise): mental illness and depression aren’t new topics, even in mainstream music, but you just don’t see this honest in painting what serial depression is like. And it isn’t simply the regular suicidal thoughts she mentions – though the references to the Golden Gate bridge is always chilling. It’s the disappointment at the seeming apathy of everyone around you, how slow and grueling time can feel when you’re in your head, and the acknowledgement how little things can stick with those depressed more than people would notice or expect. But I think the most powerful line is this: “I don’t wanna let anybody know ’cause everybody wants something from me now and I don’t wanna let ’em down” And as someone who’s struggled a lot with depression recently, even though the subject matter might be a bit hard to stomach, it’s oddly filled me with comfort, as I’m sure it has other people struggling with depression. It’s one of the few songs where I don’t really think Billie is performing. When the details are this real, there’s nothing to act unfortunately.

14. Kerosene! by Yves Tumor

This is the song on this list that took the longest time to grow on me, nearly seven months until I finally realized how good it was and then an extra two to really love it. Because even though I’m not not a fan of Yves Tumor and especially their voice, I have to admit their thin creaky voice and leery attitude works for how horny this song is. It’s a classic 70s almost glam rock song full of over the top machismo, swagger and sexual energy, with some amazingly catchy guitar solos courtesy of Joe Kennedy. Especially the way it comes in for the first chorus, it always hits like a truck. But the real star aren’t the guitar solos or even the great horndog atmosphere, it’s Diana Gordon. Not only does she sell the wild, lustful, and sexy energy of their song better than Sean Bowie can, like with the guitar, she just kicks the song into a higher gear when she starts cutting loose in a star-making performance. In fact, while it might be Yves’ song and album, where they believes himself to be the dominant presence, it’s almost as if she kicks him and drags him along into her own wildness, she takes over and shows him what real sexual command is like. Whether that was intentional or not, I’m not sure but either way this is a fantastic song and easily Yves Tumor’s best song to date. I’m not sure if I’ll ever really be on board with their music…but if they continues making great songs like this, I’ll be happy to finally be on board the hype train.

13. Shameika by Fiona Apple

Fiona Apple.

I mean I could end it right there. Like with WAP, it just feels everything around Fetch the Bolt Cutters has been analyzed and praised to death, what more can be added? Well I could say that even without getting into the lyrics, the instrumentation is amazing. The great piano work throughout the song along with the drums, and Fiona’s vocalizing. And Fiona’s performance is also worth highlighting: capturing both the bitterness of a world that won’t allow her to express or be all that she wants but still stern and deterministic in remembering how much potential she has to break barriers. But yeah as every critic has said the real highlight is Fiona’s writing and poetry. Yes, there are sharper moments on the album but this song is still as progressive, feminist, and empowering as the hype would say. And the refrain “Hurricane Gloria in excelsis deo” – just amazingly intelligent and powerful. Given Fiona Apple’s sporadic work rate, it looks like it’ll be a while before we hear any new material from her again but for now, we can revel in the glory of opening the doors with these bolt cutters.

12. My Agenda by Dorian Electra feat. Village People and Pussy Riot

And speaking of progressive and experimental music…

Dorian Electra would never meet the expectations met by their debut from last year. Flamboyant and ‘Adam and Steve’ (which are respectively my favorite album and my favorite song from 2019) are just so personal to me that I even if Dorian would make another excellent project, it would’ve have the same impact as when I first discovered them. With that said, even though their album this year was a step down from their debut, it still has some amazing gems with this being the stand out and one of Dorian’s best songs to date. First off, getting both the Village People and Pussy Riot on a song together was just an ingenious move. A symbolic move of unity between classic old gay icons and an open and critical Russian LGBT group, crossing both age and cultural barriers. And the sound is also incredible: Dorian playing with nu-metal guitars: it’s gloriously campy and over-the-top but it also fits the tone of the lyrics. This song basically amounts to an LGBT version of Kanye’s ‘Black Skinhead’: taking all the negative stereotypes and fearmongering created by society and accepting them and reclaiming them. Sarcastically saying that homophobes and conservatives should be afraid of them because LGBT acceptance and support will only grow we progress as a society. All cumulating in my favorite lyric of any song from last year: “We’re out here turning frogs homosexual.” A brilliant and powerful anthem that even if you aren’t LGBT, I think will still be a powerful song and shows Dorian continues to be one of the most forward thinking minds in pop and electronic music to date.

11. Under the Sun by Ruston Kelly

I’ve talked a lot about songs that dealt with powering through depression and hard times but no victory felt as powerful as this song. The penultimate song on Ruston Kelly’s fantastic album, after a year of dealing with recurring addiction, depression, the divorce from Kacey Musgraves, among other things, Ruston Kelly still powers through it all and reminds himself that there is still light behind the clouds. It’s not an easy road and there’s still a lot of shit to go through, there may even be relapses in the near future and it will be painful for everyone involved…but the pain will subside. We can choose to not let the pain drag us down, we can soften the blows, and there may even be brighter days once the pain goes away. And Ruston Kelly really holds the whole thing down: the gritty rasp in his voice may seem forced at times but there’s still a humane reality to the pain and comfort in his tone. And without getting to personal…it was also the sort of message I needed towards the end of the year. It’s my favorite country song of 2020 and shows how much Ruston Kelly could shine and shape country music for the better going forward.

Now before we get into the Top 10, I think it’s best to share even more great music with 15 Honorable Mentions:

I CAN’T STOP ME by TWICE

Blindly hating K-Pop is lame.

Jump Rope Gazers by The Beths

I can’t wait to here The Beths’ music soundtrack a ton of teen dramas.

forget me too by Machine Gun Kelly feat. Halsey

I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again: Machine Gun Kelly made better music this year than Eminem.

Wartortle by Dogleg

This band named their album after Super Smash Bros. Melee and have a song named after Wartortle. How more awesome can you get?

No Pude by Lido Pimienta

Who knew that combining traditional Spanish music with industrial sounds would turn so cool.

Got It On My by Pop Smoke

It really sucks to see all the success Pop Smoke has had to happen while he’s gone. RIP.

Sweet Melody by Little Mix

It’s my list, ha!

Crunk Ain’t Dead Remix by Duke Deuce feat. Lil Jon, Juicy J, and Project Pat

Y’know if trap really is starting to go away, a crunk revival would interesting to see.

B.O.M.B.S. by Yung Baby Tate

YBT is really good, y’all?

Obey by Bring Me the Horizon feat. YUNGBLUD

This is probably the best Linkin Park song in a while, and it’s not made by Linkin Park!

7 Summers by Morgan Wallen

Well….this is awkward. Let’s just say that Morgan Wallen is still an idiot but this song is really good, how ’bout that?

Martin & Gina by Polo G

We’re really gonna regret not making this a Top 40 hit instead of like ‘Party Girl’ or whatever forgettable trap song actually got big.

Falling by Harry Styles

A beautiful and heartbreaking piano ballad, and Harry’s best song since Sign of the Times.

Mood by 24kGoldn feat. iann dior

This is the most surprising cut on this list. Overplay did kill some of my enjoyment, as well as seeing the criticisms but I still think it’s pretty catchy and fun song, liked to see it become one of the biggest hits of 2020.

Good News by Mac Miller

Consider this is honorary #51. Just the line: “haven’t seen the sun in a while but I heard that the skies still blue”…Jesus, the chills.

Rest in Peace Mac. Hope you’re feeling good up there.

And now that we have those out of the way, let’s get into the Top 10!

10. Mequetrefe by Arca

So as I alluded to earlier, my favorite song of 2019 was Dorian Electra’s ‘Adam & Steve’. I won’t get into an entire spiel as to why but to simplify things: along with very personal reasons, it was a powerful and empowering anthem to self-love and pride for identity. So while no song was able but to match that impact for me….but ‘Mequetrefe’ was damn close!

It’s not as intricately beautiful or complex as other Arca songs on the album, but it also doesn’t have to be. The focus is of being out and public and of feeling pride in one’s trans identity. There’s emphasis on “the way she struts”, as if she’s captured what the mannerisms of being what a woman is for her. And it’s not just looks either: Arca also feels a confident personality – going out on the dancefloor and giving it all to the music and to the partner she finds. As I said, it’s inspiring and brave of her…oh, and it sounds amazing as well. The way the Spanish guitars, sharp percussion, glitched out synths, and Arca’s androgynously performance are blended is incredible magical but also surprisingly effective as a dance song on it’s own. And while this doesn’t affect the quality of the song, the music video for this song is probably my favorite of last year with some amazingly simple but thought-provoking imagery. It’s hands down the best electronic song of last year; progressive in both sound and content and an evolution for Arca and for electronic music as a whole. And seeing as how Arca isn’t going away any time soon and how influential she’s already been, I can’t wait to see how electronic music is transformed by her work.

9. Beach Front Property by Spanish Love Songs

There are a lot of songs that’ve struck personal chords with me, especially when talking about anxiety and depression, but it’s been a while since a song really captured the reality of our anxieties without any flowery poetry lightening the mood, especially regarding climate doom. Just the first lines alone stunned me when I first heard them: 

“It’s the end of days and we’re just hoping for the beachfront property”. 

Dylan Slocum’s plainspoken and tired delivery, clearly defeated and depressed it’s the climate disasters are still going on and that there’s little work being done even after all the protesting. And even if we’re able to distract ourselves from the impending climate disaster., go to the movies or listen to music…we then find ourselves distraught by other problems. There’s still have a lack of gun control in the U.S., there’s still a lack of support financially as artists, and there’s still a generational ennui and dissatisfaction with life because of all of this. And while we can point fingers at those most culpable…we also have to share some of the guilt in this as well. And yet…we’re stubborn assholes who don’t know how to quit and we’re gonna keep fighting, pushing CEOs and world-leaders to try and do something, anything for God’s sake! And while we can’t deny the doom and gloom we all face…we can still find a home and support not just our friends and family, but for those worse off. We can still be kind, and help each other. It’s a powerful song, all to real given how truly reflective it is of society, that if anything: shows that being kind and trying to smile and make others smile, even when you’re on the edge yourself and close to breaking down, is what will help us survive but also live life.

8. People, I’ve been sad by Christine and the Queens

This was one of the first stand out tracks of the year and the fact it’s held up after 12 months is a testament to how good of a popstar Héloïse Adélaïde Letissier is becoming, and how even with a simple pop structure, she’s been making some of the best pop songs of the last year. Like with her duet with Charli XCX, the production might be minimalist and rather simple – just a few synths, percussion, and a lot of reverb and echoed vocals, but it all helps to extenuate Chris’ beautiful performance. Balancing both the insecure fear she has that are starting to feel like all encompassing walls, along with the desire to hold on to the people that keep her anchored. And it’s a loose thread keeping her together and there is a sense of dread throughout – that she will continue the self-consuming cycle of doubt, and she hates it – the anger is subtle but it’s there. But thankfully, the walls aren’t as thick as she thinks and towards the end, they start to peel back and really show the intimate honesty outwards. Fantastic pop song from a fantastic pop artist, if you haven’t gotten on board on the Christine hype train, what are you waiting for?

7. exile by Taylor Swift feat. Bon Iver

Ugh, I hate being a basic bitch, I really do. I don’t like taking the easy route, everyone wants to be unique…but I can’t deny what everyone says: this is the best Taylor Swift song of last year. Keep in mind, there were a ton of great Taylor Swift songs last year! But this song stood head and shoulders above it all: the gorgeous piano arrangement, the great vocal interplay between Bon Iver’s deep lower register (which is my preferred voice for Justin Vernon) and Taylor’s more delicate voice, and of course, the songwriting is top tier. With Justin Vernon and Taylor playing ex lovers their back-and-forth, and while Bon Iver can play the bitter and jealous type, Taylor has none of it and calls him out on his bullshit. And while all of this could easily become self-serving, bitter mush where no one looks good in the end, the way the song builds to Bon Iver’s bridge and final chorus that shows lingering feelings between both parties, and the rush of freedom Taylor has actually being exiled. As I said, it’s one of the best moments across both of Taylor’s album.

Even if you are not a Taylor fan or for some reason, still don’t believe the hype is valid, I still implore you to check out this song. It is a definite career highlight in a run full of standout tracks, and show promise that Taylor isn’t slowing down in making great music any time soon.

6. Bad Friend by Rina Sawayama

More than any song I’ve heard from Rina, this was the song that even on my first listen of the album, proved not only was the hype correct for Rina but she would surpass any expectations. Full disclosure is that a big part of the reason why I love this song so much is, without going too much into detail, the message of accepting you’re a toxic individual and not that good of a friend as you first thought, it’s one that resonated with me on a personal and deeper level. And what I love is that it’s not a pity party or overly self-deprecating: Rina takes full responsibility for what she’s done and doesn’t try to excuse any toxic behavior. This isn’t all the bad bitch behavior most pop stars revel in, even Rina on occasion, this are real actions with immediate and long-lasting consequences. And the regret and desire to stop hurting your friends, even if it means avoiding them, takes courage to admit. As most people say: the first step in changing and becoming a better person is acknowledging you’re in the wrong and fully accepting you are not the friend or person you wish you could be and want to change to hurt less people is a great message.

Even if I didn’t have baggage for this to hit deeper, I would still call this a great song because it’s still very catchy with the great 80s instrumentation, one of the best hooks on the album and Rina is one of the most expressive and charismatic newcomers to the pop scene. It’s the best straightforward pop song of the year by a mile, and even if Rina can never reach the highs of her debut, the potential she has to continue making great pop music will always be there.

5. Pain Everyday by clipping. and Michael Esposito

How clipping. continues to top themselves is about as mind-blowing and awe-inspiring as their music. After making my favorite rap song of last year with ‘Blood of the Fang’, I thought they couldn’t top it and yet they nearly did! Any of their singles this year – including their protest song ‘Chapter 319’ – could’ve made this list but for the song that capture the savage, unflinching, and existential horror of their recent work, I went with this song.

Told from the perspective of an angry spirit who was the victim of a racial lynching, Daveed Diggs pulls no punches when talking about what the process of haunting is like. With the first verse going into graphic detail as to what being hung was like, the second detailing how the haunting will occur, and then the third verse. As their murderers kill themselves out of fear and guilt, they also reflect on how their deaths with linger on after their gone and how modern day racist killings – most of which are being recorded and shown to the public – are the real things will haunt America. And that’s before we get into the production. Michael Esposito is apparently a paranormal investigator and for this song, they used real EVP recordings – said to be the voices of restless spirits. Sampling this over glitched and chopped out breakbeats, it all captures the restless and angry vengeance of the spirits. It’s cold, gory, and definitely misanthropic, and it’s also terror that’s far too real. And that’s true horror.

4. I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers

It was only a matter of time until Phoebe showed up and she’s had a hell of a 2020. And while I went with this song, the first half is similar to my praises for other songs on Punisher. A lot of really pretty instrumentation, great eye for detail, and a very somber autumn atmosphere to it all. And the content is also melancholic in tone: Phoebe Bridger’s very quiet but moving honesty as she reminisces about home yet once she comes back, she miss for her ex…even though she knows he might’ve not changed and will only treat her badly. But then the final verse comes as she reflects outwardly and looks at the society and the culture around them and thinks of how this is the end. End of what – this era, the world, the society – it’s actually a bit ambiguous and also isn’t entirely doomist either. As it could be an ending that leads to great change.

But of course, the reason I and most likely many other people love this song is the final crescendo. The way Phoebe’s continues to build-up her voice in the bridge, and the way the instrumentation picks up, especially once the horns start to come in and then for the drums to start as Phoebe starts screaming her lungs off, and even when her voice goes out, she’s still yelling into the mic. It’s the best conclusion to any album I heard last year. This may be the end but it’s far from the end Phoebe Bridgers career as a main player for singer-songwriters and for alternative music.

3. walking in the snow by Run the Jewels

Let’s get this out of the way first: Best Rap Song of 2020, no contest. Even if it hadn’t been for the riots and protests this year, this song would still have packed so much punch. And while everyone was quick to praise Killer Mike’s verse, El-P is no slouch either. Calling out of oppression is built from propagandistic lies, complete with persuading the public to go along with the charade before backstabbing or outright killing those below them, the cycle of imprisoning the poor, and of course holding a righteous middle finger to conservative Christians who used the bible to justify separating and caging immigrant children. And the production from El-P is as great as ever with the buzz of electric guitars throughout, and Gangsta Boo plays a great hypewoman, but yeah the real star of the show is Killer Mike. Calling out how capitalist discrimination starts at a young age, how lack of a proper education system helps to disenfranchise and incarcerate more people, how politically apathy and nihilism is just a guilty in continuing the systems of oppression as those who are in charge, and of course, the sadly all to real line:

“And you so numb, you watch the cops choke out a man like me until my voice goes from a shriek to whisper, ‘I can’t breathe'”.

It’s powerfully precise political hip-hop that hits hard in both music and most importantly content, and like the best political music: even away from this year, this song will still be powerful and relevant a decade from now. But now, it’s just good every once in a while to raise your middle fingers to the establishments. Especially when the music kicks this much ass.

2. Suck Up by talker

This song and talker in general has been vastly overlooked by a lot of people. I understand why as she’s not on a big indie or alternative label and she’s just starting out with only having released two EP’s up to this point. And yet, after discovering this artist on a whim, almost by accident, and listening to her EP and this song, I was hooked. This song is rather simple, deceptively so perhaps: as talker lays out all her insecurities, and wishes to be someone else. It’s simple straightforward and a bit plainspoken but it’s never too childish because Celester Tauchar is a great expressive frontwoman with great knacks for ctachy vocal melodies and really good meat and potatoes guitar work. And it’s self-deprecating and honest without being whiny and immature, with great lines like

“I wanna give myself, but someone else comes out”

and

“I try to figure out my name but it’s symbols I can’t read”.

This song has never gotten stale or old even after listening to it for 12 months, and despite being a simple pop rock song, and if anything it only gets better the more times I listen to it. If there’s any artist or song to listen to, follow, and support from this list, and especially if you’re a fan of emo and/or pop rock, please listen to talker. I promise, you will not regret it.

1. My Rajneesh by Sufjan Stevens

I have to admit that despite this being my number one song of 2020, it is flawed. At 10 minutes long, it does run a bit long and the second half of the song doesn’t really justify it’s length and especially after the final chorus, the glitchy electronica, robotic effects on Sufjan’s voice, and the rather limp conclusion don’t match the bombast of the song.

But at the same time: no other song this year filled me with as much awe as this song. It truly is magical, for a lack of a better word. Yes the second half isn’t as good as the first, but the first half is still the most transcendental music I heard last year. Gorgeously composed with the harp, and then the way the instrumentation continues to add the guitars, the woodwinds, the horns. And Sufjan sounds as gorgeous as ever: like with Perfume Genius, he’s such an expressive and unique singer, and able to capture the complex emotions of true youthful love that every detail of summer love painted feels even more impactful, more romantic, more religious even. All of it building to an amazing climax backed with a chorus: a moment of pure unity and bliss unmatched by any other song this year. And that is the main reason this topped my list. Even beyond the exquisite production and beauty of it all, listening to this one song felt like an experience, one full of genuine euphoria that in a year like this and captured the best positive emotions I would want to treasure. And in a year as rough as 2020, it’s the sort of light and escapism that I needed but also reminded me and inspired me why I listen to music in the first place and what the best music can really do: the emotions it can garner and the impact it can have on your current experiences, how you reflect on past, and how you look at the future with more hope.

My Rajneesh by Sufjan Stevens. It is the best song of the year in my opinion and in a year full of great music, this one shone brighter than most.

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